CHOCO- ADDICTED (:

2011-04-03T00:46:00.000-07:00

Heh! NPAP Preview ended yesterday, with not very good performance. But after what Sock Wei said, from the beginning they dont have any background knowledge. But now, they finished the performance. So good job guys! :D

15 more days and I'll be starting school!
13 more days and it's NPAP Actual Day!
10 more days and I'll be attending the OP in RP!
3 more days and I'll know whether I'm in the Freshmen Camp in SOH!

LOL, numbers numbers, I'm so confused with numbers.

Baby went to Malaysia this morning, had a small tiff with him last night. felt so sorry. but everything is fine.

credits: http://tcraze.tumblr.com/
GoodBye! LOL

2011-03-30T00:56:00.000-07:00

back to posting.
had a quarrel with baby in the morning, i guess our thinking is different that's why we always had arguments. But well, a relatioship consists of 2 person, so i guess we both have to give in. I'll be more understanding, he'll be more considerate too. anyway, over le! so we'll just look forward and work hard on our relationship. :D

tmr going Bugis with Hui Juan. Yes yes! finally going to Bugis, lol no money -- window shopping lo. nehmind one. haha. never try going to Bugis during weekday. o.o LOL

credits: http://tcraze.tumblr.com/

tada!

2011-03-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

Haha! Posting again! darn, I dont even know what to post. :(

alright, went to LOT ONE just now. Bought 2 blazers for course, dad paid. :D
I'm aiming for Cotton On's high waist skirt. omggggggg!
then next is my Biker Jacket! like this!!

nice right? <3 <3 LOL
next is...

nice right! LOL

BUT I DONT HAVE ANY MONEY -.-
im soooooo sad.
but well, i dont mind.
after i start school, i'll get a job. & earn much to SHOP & SHOP!

2011-03-22T23:33:00.001-07:00

Oops! long time never post. haha. im thinking of posting pictures instead of typing. cus there's nothing much to post also. then i realise, no pictures to find also. LOL this is soooo ridiculous. -.-

&& i dont know what to post now. so stop here. ^^ HAHAHA

2010-11-30T22:50:00.000-08:00

alright, another boring day.
gonna submit my application form on Friday, perhaps start working next week.

Thanks to someone, i realised that you're really playing with me. ITS JUST A TEST, right?
Dont try to settle to me face-to-face. I dont wanna see you, you're really so damn irritating. If i had a choice, I'd not be your friend. Dont try to explain, we cant revert back. Its all your fault. You want to start the test, but you dont know how to end it. You call yourself a man? You can even ask directly, you still have to test me. OH MY GOD. But well, since now i know it already, there isnt a need for you to explain much. We cant go back anymore, this is the end of our friendship. Really, i dont want to see you anymore. Thank you for letting me make this decision, i will never regret.

It's the start of December, the last month of the year. Good start :) Nothing will affect me anymore. GREAT.
I'll be independent, leaving those cliques that i used to follow, cus i dont find myself belonging there. like what i usually say, There is no best friends in my dictionary. The only one you can rely on, is you yourself, or your loved ones. :D

Hope that my job goes well, :D with Wei Xian, Rachel and maybe Ying Jie. :D

Signing off,
Serene P.

2010-11-24T21:12:00.000-08:00

Prom last night!
It was a very very fun night, filled with tears and laughter. LOL
After Prom went to play pool.:D
I suck till the last few match.
:D and i won! :D

haha! alright nothing to say then.

signing off,
Serene P.

2010-11-22T19:13:00.000-08:00

Alright, yesterday's BBQ was totally awesome!
We had our first try and the fire started, but well later on, it extinguished. :(
After several trying, we succeed! Thanks to Samuel, Wei Xian for starting and maintaining the fire, Pebbles for shining the light on the pit, Zay Nyein for spreading the butter all the time, and ME for being their guinea pig, eating and eating! :DD

After that, spam Big Two with Jeremy, Jie Hui, Zin Win for the first round. Then with Bao Ru and Shereen and Wei Xian. :DD I brought luck to Jeremy! haha!

Then we had our class photo taken. :D
Next game played was Taboo! We were all so excited!
Finally, time to leave, great memories. :D

and i told johby, 2 more meet ups left.
Indeed, prom and result taking. :(

Well. Prom! :D Love it! Cant wait for it to happen!!!!! :DDDDD

haha, anyway, happy 8th month anni to beloved hubby! I love you always! :D

Signing off,
Serene P.

good news for me! :D

2010-11-16T03:29:00.000-08:00

alright alright, let me announce to the world.
MY BRO IS IN A RELATIONSHIP!
lol, okay, that's lame.

anyway, today went to Raffles Place with Pebbles and Yuquan, of course to the recruit express.
hmm, oh ya and the consultant asked me a lot of questions, but i just say i dont know.
haha, indeed im the miss i dont know. HAHA

then went to cck with Pebbles and Lot One with Yuquan.
played arcade, and guess what?
i was playing the Daytona car racing game(i know it's lame), and then just nice no more money, so Yuquan cant play, then 2 other guys joined in, and we play against each other.
you guys might think that i'll lose terribly right? Dont underestimate me! I won them! :D haha, IM SOOOOOOO HAPPY!

:DD now back at home, hoping to hear good news from the consultant. :D and looking forward to friday; CSI exhibition @ Science Centre!~

signing off,
Serene P. :D

2010-11-12T01:09:00.001-08:00

And and and, i swear i will change a new blogskin. :D
a brand new ME!

2010-11-12T00:59:00.000-08:00

heh heh heh!
you know what? O Level has ended! :D
And that's why...
I'm back to post!!! :DDDDD

haha, yea. ended with Chemistry P1, <3 Chemistry.
it's over, but like what Zay Nyein said,

"After exam worry about O level. After O level worry about O level results."

hahah, true true true.

right now, I'm enjoying life.
drama marathon for now,then movie marathon.
first drama to watch: Vampire Diaries.
Second drama to watch: the walking dead.
what will be the third? lol wait till i can finish all bah.
:DDDDD

before enjoying life, i was playing badminton with hubby. :D
Definitely tiring. and then we went to Lot One to have our lunch.
but weixian they all went to vivo, bo jio!!! lol, they did, at the last minute.
so of course can't la. :D
but i'll confirm drag him and Jeremy to Kbox. XP

In conclusion, I'm back to post!!!
o.o i love my bloggie :D
and you know what? my firefox browser wall paper is actually LV design.
Gosh, i think im in love with LV, It's really really nice. now i know why people are obsessed with it. :DD

okokay, got to go.
ending off here.
with loves, Serene.

2010-10-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY!
haha, damn! Did i mention that i wont post until after O level?
Oops, never mind! this post shall be the last post before O level.
HAHA, yea. tomorrow.
the last day of Secondary school years. Im gonna miss everyone, including those i hate.
cause i cant make fun or gossip about them anymore. :( Oops. haha
also, i wont forget past years memories, regardless in friendship, relationship, NPCC&BAND.
well well, had prepare smth for my beloved girls, whom i have known for more than 2 years. :D
forget me not girls! :)

oki oki, gtg.
brother is complaining.

2010-07-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

~~ALL 3 PAPERS FOR GCE O LEVEL !~~
happy ! , hope ms yap have a smooth delivery in bringing her first child on earth ^^
LC today was easy , though some questions were tricky .
total same answers as ZinWin , yea , so he begged me to get full marks , LOL
4th month anni today !
so happy ! ^^ we really have been thru a lot , more than i expected .
though we have small arguements , but that brings us more closer , understand each other more .
and i just want to say ,
I LOVE YOU , BOY (L)

2010-07-16T21:16:00.000-07:00

you know what ?
sometimes life can be interesting when some people criticise you for a period of time .
thats because you get to know why they hated you & what have you done .
life is bored when nothing happen , even though thats the life i ever wanted .
but life is meaningless when all your secrets were exposed & everyone is mocking at you .
& life is worst to the max when people started taking actions against you .

What i really hope is that ..
i dont mind you guys criticise me , but please dont go overboard .
actions cant solve anything , even worse , cant let you guys get what you wanted .
or maybe sometimes , things that you guys didnt expect it to happen .

So ..
feel free to criticise me , because your comments means a lot to me .
you make me realise my flaws , so that i can improve myself .
you make me face problems that i will be facing it in future . isnt that great ?
i've got a chance to experience it .

And ..
thanks for criticising , i really appreciate it ^^

FYI ..
if anyone ever read this post , dont anyhow jump into conclusion .
because i didnt mention anyone's name , its just purely my opinion .
what i want is just peace in my life , thats all .
all human beings are kind soul , this is what i always think of .
& i believed in that . (:

2010-05-31T02:16:00.000-07:00

~~GCE O Level Chinese !~~
haha , finally !!
tmr back to school for geog workshop .
gonna start emaths hw on thursday , haha .
yea yea , today after paper went westmall with rachel .
lunch-ed and stuck at comic connection .
she help me to find big bang card , still no news . >.<

okokay bah , gtg le .
tell me goodbye ~ *by big bang* ^^

2010-05-23T05:17:00.000-07:00

nothing much today , woke up late .
went out to eat , then to grandma house .
played with baby cousin , till now i still dont rmb her name .
LOL
then went home for tuition .
bascially, thts all . ^^
miss hubby alot . Xp

gtg , (:

2010-05-21T21:20:00.000-07:00

alright , its saturday ..
idling .. dont even know what to do .
haha , thinking of baby >.<
miss him so much , ^^
2 months and 2 days le , heehee . XP
counting on to 3rd month .. haha !
sure can de la , XP

MYE results ,
3 fail , 3 pass !
balanced ? lol
tio nagging from mother , well never mind .
XP

now chiong chinese , for O level !
omg omg , stress !
chinese is driving me crazy !! Zz

haha , okokay la
got to go , ^^

2010-05-19T04:29:00.000-07:00

haha , let me strike out smth first .
*~~2 months~~*
okokay , LOL
yay , tmr ..
2nd month anni ! <3 <3
Love you , baby . XP

well , baby , two months together ,
definitely we haven grown more closer ,
in terms of mentally , and physically . XP
& i believe as time goes by , we will be closer and closer . XP
just an advanced happy 2 months anni !
i love you , hubby . muacks ! XP

today , get back 3 subjects .
chemistry , like i predicted : FAIL -.-
E geog , not what i predicted : A1 ^^
Chinese , not what i predicted : B3 >.<
th rest unknown . haha

okokay la , gtg .

2010-05-17T02:39:00.000-07:00

BACK TO POSTING !
last paper today , FINALLY .
my dear PHYSICS !
haha , FAIL .
dont even know how to do , XP
this MYE sure fail de uh .
LOL , tmr marking day !
meaning no school , <3
going to spend time with hubby , ^^

these few days fb-ing , forgot to blog .
Oops , XP

okokay , i'll make this short .
XP , gottogo .

2010-05-12T02:32:00.000-07:00

back to post cus baby wanted me to update .
haha , 8 more days ! (L)

today chemistry paper ; TOTAL FAILURE
im really not talented in CHEMISTRY .
haha , CHEMISTRY SPA still can survive la .
but i wrote wrongly , grr .

ytd something happen , Oo
haha , but PROBLEM SOLVED !
gonna give baby a surprise 8 days later . Xp
heehee , 2nd month wor .
but this is too little ! because we're going to last forever . ^^
right baby ? XP

100% BIG BANG fan !
haha , was listening to big bang's songs whenever i got free time .
but i dont think i got free time uh .
my free time have to pei baby uh . Xp

okokay , im idling right now .
haha , dont know what to type .
okokay bah , then i stop here le .
gotta find a blogskin .
<3

2010-04-20T07:10:00.001-07:00

Yea , i've finally start a new life , with th guy that i will spend th rest of my life with ?
you may say im immature , secondary school only , how can predict th future ?
yes , i cant predict th future , but i can mould my own future .

A month ago , we started , quite smoothly , but time passes slowly !
until now , today , we've been together for 1 month ! finally ! XP
throughout this one month , can say been thru high and low ?
high as in sweet moments , low as in ... ya ..
but he has never left me alone to face all these problems ,
thats one thing i really appreciated , thanks baby . XP

Baby , you've been a great companion to me ,
a great partner worth to spend th rest of my life with .
i know i over-reacted sometimes , over-sensitive .
yea , you have to get used to it uh , (i very easy jealous de) XP
heehee , no la , i'll try to be more flexible dey .
anyway , happy one month anni ! <3
and i just want to tell you that you're th only one i'll love in my life .
my heart beat for you . ^^

now , MOOD RUIN !
by th stupid PHONE & COMPUTER .
-.-
was doing th oral recording , in my phone .
so its amr format .
but cher wants it to be in mp3 format .
and what th shit , i forgot , and upload it retardly . -.-
happily thinking that i finished my oral , and decided to listen again ,
then fucking discover that wrong format , cant play .
FFFFFFFFF -.-
die le uh , tmr sure kena . -.-
sian , must bring cotton wool le , (stuck it in th ear) XP
whatever uh , die jiu die . XP

yes yes , finally i updated , clap clap clap .
full of craps .
yea , so , erm , hmm .
nothing to add on ?
gtg beh .
goodebye . ^^

2010-03-11T02:15:00.000-08:00

Yea yea , I know I long time never update my blog le . Basically there's nothing to say . Still stress over o level , just finished spa today . Ruin ! Whole graph was totally opposite sia . >.<
Well well , today freaking sian de luh . Cus he is not with me ? Aww , miss him so much . (L) him ^^
Currently using phone to surf net . Yea yea . Like that luh . Lols . So next time then update beh ^^

2010-01-31T01:30:00.000-08:00

okokay , i finally blog .
was busy , tired these few weeks la .
& lazy to post as well . XP
today went to lot one to meet rach , weichong , yuquan for studying .
as well as to see SHINee !
went up to 4th floor , was msging chunyu , then she was there .
along with leris , sherman , shijie , alvin wee , alvin khoo , samantha , mark .
huge gang , lols .
then went to library to do hw .
fyi , th lot one was flooded . not seriously , but partly .
lols , then halfway went to check on th situation .
then around 12.50 start to dig hole to see SHINee .
went to th stairs which is beside th stage !
f*** th door , its LOCKED !
sian leh , alr can hear th music damn loud luh .
then went down to first floor , watch from tv .
-.-
yah yah , basically , thats all .
lazy type le .
XP

2009-12-14T06:00:00.000-08:00

YO YO !
Im back to post .
yea yea , ah kor , i updated le .
but th next post hor ,
you have to wait long long liao .
XP
cus i also dunno when then i updating .
lols .

yea yea , lots to post about .
band performance ?
not bad , on that day before performance just nice SICK .
WTF ?
then sick until now still haven okay .
-.-

yea yea , next thing .
campcraft ?
aiya , rated 3 out of 10 luh .
internal conflict ?
WTF ?
all thanks to unneccesary comments .
-.-
& girls team , you got to buck up .
im sure when you hear th news you aint want to slack anymore .

yea yea , next thing .
STC ?
STC !
omfg , i seriously love this group luh .
th best group i ever had ,
th best cheer i ever performed ,
good job , ANININ !
LOLS ,
actually supposed to be in group 6 .
XP , no YI there .
skip skip ,
go to group 5 with Huijuan .
LOLS , Alvin K. was also in this group .
Trevor was , at first .
but changed with Kelvin .
group 5 , where's your cheer ?!
*1 , 2 , 3 ! CHEERS ~~*

Jetty jump for th 1st activity .
WTF ?!
where got like tht one sio ?
kill me la .
wasted around 15 mins then jumped down .
was th 2nd girl to jump .
was th 3rd in th group to jump .
was th only one to ask SIR to push me down .
LOLS ?!
yea yea ,
i SWEAR ! , not going to jump again .
twice in my lifetime ,
its enough .
LOLS .

2nd activity was tunnel . (if im not wrong)
it was FUN .
my team's first and last person had to switch place ,
our shoe got to be on our hand .
it was EASY .
but i was like screaming thruout .
i lead them all th way until th end then switch place luh .
>.< yea , then sang cheer then get out .
Alvin tht group had to change their shirt ,
i think another got to put th balls from th tunnel as their BOOBS .
LOLS , tht was freaking funny .

3rd activity was fire making .
somehow kena scolded .
Sir asked question ,
just nice me and huijuan sit at th xtreme right side ,
then he said ,
' any answer ? Yusof Ishak , gold unit ? '
then i was like , ask ask la , why mentioned th gold unit .
-.-
but anyway , get to learn how to start a fire w/o lighter .

lols then went for lunch .
'perfect' food .
LOLS , not much to say ,
new friends , Liana & Manju !

4th activity is th IRC (if im not wrong)
LOLS ! i was screaming thruout th whole thing ,
even though i played th EASIEST . -.-
freakking malu luh .
keep on screaming mummy . ganesh , vinodh all laughing at me .
boonkeat they all at th shelter also can hear me .
-.-
then when come down , all mummy mummy me .
i hate you ganesh & vinodh .
everytime see me then laugh and mummy me .
>.<

next was what ah ?
tent pitching , not bad .
LOLS , not much to say also .

next dinner bah ?
i also forgot le .
should be , then wash up .

night activity , told to blindfold .
almost fell asleep while waiting .
woke up by th poking from Alvin & Jonathan .
Start to play with them , then Huijuan joined in .
GIRL POWER !
we managed to stole all th poles from them ,
YAY . okay , i know im freakking lame .
guess tht was th best day ?
LOLS , then played th game .
i guess i kicked a female CI (Chelsea) and beated a male CI (idk?) .
Sorry SIR & MA'AM , pure entertainment nia .
Oops !
was verbally bullied by boonkeat , trevor , kengpeng .
keep on hearing their voice around me .
Slapped Jonathan ,
i finally got th chance .
LOLS .

then went to sleep at th canteen .
th night was freakking cold .
thts all i can say .

next day , treasure hunt .
yea , totally fun .
first group to complete th puzzle .

well , dunno why suddenly no mood to post ,
no mood to do anything .
suddenly miss him alot .
i got to be awake ,
i cant do this anymore .
but im still doing it .
whats wrong thinking of him ?
why cant i think of him ?
just because he is attached i cant think of him ?
ive been trying hard but just cant .
im so sorry ,
dun blame me .
im just ~~deeply in love~~ with him .
im lucky to have you as my friend ,
thts when you are th reason i lived for .
but i'll adapt to th days w/o you .
i promise ,
boy , i will .
but let me ~~love~~ you .

aburamushi beep beep ,
aburamushi beep beep ,
aburamushi beep ,
aburamushi beep ,
sodomodokodomodo ,
aburamushi beep beep !

2009-11-25T02:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
lols, almost forgot to post abt it.

Well, monday lack of sleep.
cus sunday 3am then sleep. -.-
then monday training sibei slack.
pitch one barshall,then go SL le.
then come back,
tie flagpole.
first flagpole was "erected" by Alvin & Boonkeat.
*sounds so wrong* LOLS.
second time was them plus Rachel & I.
why do i use th word "erect"?
cus Rudy Sir use tht, XP
LOLS.
well, i forgot which time one was loose,
then we shake th rope until th flagpole fall.
directly BESIDE ME.
i was like, stone-d there luh.
rachel grab th pole tht manage to land on her hand sui sui.
kengyong grab th rope to hold back th flagpole.
alvin i dont know at tht time what was he doing,
but 1 person im very sure is EE BOON KEAT.
he saw th flagpole falling,
his first reaction is just like typical singaporean - SIAM.
-.-
he dodge damn fast luh.
evrything so slow, only when siam then fast.
NICE ONE.
then went back to SL, th whole day.
campcraft training end early tht day.
then went to westmall, comic connection.
OMFG!
i bought a TOP calendar!
& zaynyein commented ; 'he look ugly'
!!!!!
at least better than you, zaynyein.
>.<
dont criticise my idol.
lols.

ytd, band and grad night.
went to buy books first,
then went home to change bag,
then went to settle smth,
then back to band in th noon.
clarinet got new member, from compassvale.
transfer lai dey.
welcome welcome.
& then th Mr Ho kai shi suan me luh.
'Nur Serene, try to play. lai, play.'
grr, i tahan!
LOLS.
then left to change for grad night.
took 106 to lucky plaza there,
then walk to meritus mandarin hotel.
helped out.
was somehow a lil fun, but not tht happy.
ppl diao me, was so _l_ up.
dont care luh.
last part,
SL dance floor, beside th PA room.
LOLS?
then pack up, it was 11 going 12am then.
Mr YI - Felix Nai
Ms YI - Yazlynn
LOLS.
grats grats grats
then drove huijuan and rach home,
before tht went to take pic of th xmas deco at orchard.
awhile nia, then no more le.
reached home 12 am plus.
slept at 1am plus.

today,
woke up at 10 plus.
before tht got woke up by kiddo.
-.-
sms-ed huijuan.
help mama do things.
then went to westmall find huijuan.
was late for movie.
so cant play ddr,
vor and huijuan was playing while im rushing.
-.-
went to watch 2012 again!
LOLS.
then after tht pei huijuan print photos
then went home.
thinking of him again on th way home.
>.<
whatever!

okokay, still crazy about BIG BANG!
(L) BIG BANG!
NO NO,
(L) T.O.P !!
wahahahaah.
okokay la
gtg le
buh bye!

2009-11-21T21:35:00.000-08:00

okokay, WTF?!
i forgot what i wanted to say.
-.-
well well well, today seems to be a bad day.
dont know why,
cried in th morning.
???
something's wrong with me?
absolutely.
saw th pic, saw th msg.
what else can i do?
CRY lah.
i tot i got over it,
but i didnt.
im still waiting..
for fuck?
ppl dont even give a damn to you.
-.-
whatever!
i wanna play more basketball!
must spend some time playing.
and wanna go running also.
must EXERCISE!
lols, grad night this tues,
gotta rush, after band.
ohya, btw.
last band practice.
something like 2012 happened.
LOLS, not really lah.
afternoon started raining mah.
then flood th whole staircase luh.
then th water flow in.
thn mr ho say, one hour later, we can swim here le.
-.-
lame luh.
i dun wan to die so early.
LOLS.
okokay, whatever.
then like tht luh.
well well, tot can do rebonding de.
but think think.
do rebonding le then no more money le.
-.-
cant buy heels liao.
-.-
whatever!
what else to say?
yah, BBQ on thursday.
set off at 6, reach at 8
-.-
what shit sia.
then starving like shit luh.
reach there straightaway eat.
then went to play arcade with rachel, yuquan and leddin.
then soccer game with them.
i forgot who won.
lols.
then went back.
then went to play pool with yuquan and rach.
but need IC so went back. then yuquan went off.
then we got sam's IC and went with billy.
LOLS, i won.
then went back to chalet.
wanted to take a stroll at th beach de,
cant find ppl to go, and father come le.
so sam escort me and rachel to th carpark luh.
yah, so reach home 12 luh.
hmm..
nothing else i guess.
okokay. gtg,
buh bye.

2009-11-16T05:24:00.000-08:00

LOLS, okokay.
lots of things to say, i guess?
friday, muster parade and function parade for MS TENG!
im a strong girl, i held back my tears and told ms teng not to cry.
oooo, chey. -.-
only got back my CSSP badge.
where's my PK? Homefront? NYAA?
>.<
lols, nvm.
after tht went to westmall to watch 2012.
with...
rachel, weixian, jiayun, huiying, jiahui, geoklan, zhenwei, khalisah, wenting, mark, still got one,
i think. but i forgot who.
lols, nvm.
anyway, 2012 was F. nice!
i was like , ' oh my god ' thruout th movie luh.
then rach still tell me, cant you your stop oh my god?
-.-
i shut up, she say she wanna slp le.
-.-
i find it exciting, man.
th earth crust displacement!
chim, but i understand.
though i didnt take core geog.
lols.
i always wanted to know things abt global warming all these.
but didnt get a chance to.
so sad.
i love 2012!~
LOLS.
okokay.
currently crazy about TOP, im still crazy about him.
lols, well.
another stab in my heart.
true, i have nvr felt like this before.
wtf is this?
i really regret luh, regretted everything from th beginning!
Joev is right, why didnt i listen to him in th first place?
LOLS.
whatever.
ytd went to play basketball with my bro and cousins and bro's friends.
gosh, im th oldest in tht court. -.-
played for 2hrs, got mosquito bites?
SMLJ sia.
lols.
anyway, today was at fancy drill for th whole morning.
afternoon also, 'counsel' them abit, hope they really will reflect themselves.
i hope my words work?
th wave at last was nice,
many CLs like it, including me.
lols.
it was so nice luh.
then went back to campcraft awhile.
SMLJ, i stomach pain thruout th day.
now still got abit pain. -.-
assholes.
anyway, friday maybe doing hair rebonding.
oooo! i finally get to do it.
lols, okokay.
ending here.
will post more after th bbq thing.
LOLS, buh bye.

2009-11-12T04:35:00.000-08:00

LOL, GUYS!

GOOD NEWS!

i think my feelings has faded.

good thing or bad thing?

lols, i also dunno.

though feelings fade, but still will sad luh.

cus not all gone mah, still gt abit.
but at least its gone abit.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN.

lols.

okokay, just a short post first, will add on later.

going find Big Bang's songs and TOP's picture.

Aww, TOP is so shuai & cute!

See tht?

handsome right?

LOLS!

okokay, gtg le

buh bye.

Big Bang Fan! >.<

2009-11-09T04:05:00.000-08:00

date: 9th November 2009
weather: raining in th afternoon.

today was doing great.
spend my day today quite happy.
LOLS.
so i pass?
lols, indeed.
miss him much.

total marks, 55

date: 8th November 2009
weather: abit rain.

1 month after we broke up.
did you think of me?
i think you didnt.
but i did,
and is every single day.
LOLS, i know i sound stupid luh.
but the feeling of loving and thinking of someone you love alot is very nice?
even though you cant get him,
but at least when you close your eyes, and imagine him smiling at you.
everything is so sweet.
i can grin from ear to ear.
but,
its just a dream.
its imposible to happen.
it can only stay as a dream.
thus im willing to live in tht dream forever and dont face th reality.
well, though im very very sad.
but i still feel somehow happy.

total marks, 50

date: 7th November 2009
Weather: rain abit

today didnt rly think of him.
for some moment, i wish i can see him,
just one glance of him alone smiling then im happy le.
tmr one month after we break.
do you miss me?
i bet you didnt.
i did, alot.

total marks, 50

date: 6th November 2009
weather: sunny

dunno what happen to me in th morning.
first thing to do after i woke up is to check for his msgs(?)
which is soooooo impossible to happen.
thinking of him again.
why did you leave me alone?
why? why? why?
Am i rly th 3rd party?
saw you two tgt infront of me.
acted as if i cant see anything.
miss him alot today.
today is like any other day when we stead.
but, without you.
i will wait..
i will rly wait..

total marks, 48

well overall?
I PASSED!
OMFG!
got an avg of 55 marks.
LOLS.
me so happy.
and and
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNI, LAOPOS!
yea yea,
09/11/09,
one year le.
so long eh.
guess thts th longest 'relationship' i have ever had.
LOLS.
wanted to watch 2012.
think im watching it on friday,
after training and trip to marina barrage.
LOLS.
i will take more pictures.
okokay lah, gtg le.
buh-bye!

2009-11-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

1 short post before i sleep.
today 8/11/09,
single for 1 month.
happy or sad?
i still dunno.
but one thing i know is tht i miss him alot.
Dont worry sam, i wont snatch with you de.
i hope i wont.
total marks for this week?
one word to describe - FAIL.
haiis, dunno what to say le.
cried just now?
Anyway, 11.11pm
im alone again.
i know im going to cry again.
and im going to suffer again.
you guys can say tht im stupid, retard, idiot.
but i dunno why i just cant get over him.
i tried. but i cant.
& i dont want.
perhaps th best way is to die?
LOLS.
i can try tht.

Huiyu, i rmb tht. im trying.
Vin.K, good.

trying to make a change in my life.
tht will be th last day of my life.
i dunno what else to say.
my heart will always be with him?
not with him, but behind him.
cus her heart has alr be with him.
how stupid am i?
101% stupid.
whatever.

gtg le.
next time then post about my report.
buh-bye.

2009-11-05T03:54:00.000-08:00

date: 5th november 2009
weather: Raining th whole day.

everything was fine, until lunchtime.
>.<
saw them,
but act as if i dint see them.
was better today.
still got emo abit,
but was much more better le,
guess cus i only saw them a few times?

total marks: 52

date: 4th november 2009
weather: raining in th afternoon

was doing great,
manage to talk to him or act normally in front of him.
but before lunch,
saw her again.
no mood.
lunch saw them,
loss of appetite immediately.
thinking of him again.
emo on th way home?

total marks: 50

date: 3rd november 2009
weather: raining in th afternoon

everything was fine until i saw her again.
at first was joking with yuquan and others.
once saw her, didnt talk much, just walk off.
but, back to ownself.

total marks: 50

Lols.
i PASSED!
but is only borderline pass.
>.<
kept thinking tht i'm th third party?
ruining ppl happiness luh.
perhaps if i dont exist then everything would be great.
hope tht he wun forget all th memories luh.
just wanted him to rmb tht can le.
i dun ask for much.

Rachel, dont sad eh.
I understand your feeling. is either you try to let it go or you dont give up.
but dont ever be like me, suffer in silence.
LOLS.

today was somehow told to drop amath?
not told but can consider?
lols, i think im dropping.
then i'll focus on 5 subjects.
then i can score well. LOLS.

busy with CCAs currently.
hope can dont think so much.

tag replies:
rachel: lols, tht guy dump me in singapore & go back. yea, i saw tht,
LOLS.
Vin.k: lols, you very bad de luh, tell u so many times dont say sorry to me
le, still say.
JOysterious: great news, i finally pass. LOLS.

lols.
okokay, saturday going westmall with huijuan and yuquan.
gtg le, going play audi with yuquan le.
lols.
buh-bye!

2009-11-02T06:20:00.000-08:00

date:1st november 2009
weather: forgot le.

failed terribly today.
was crying damn hard at night again.
th 8th mth, thinking of him again.
tot i can forget abt everythng, but it turns out tht i cant.
saw her in th afternoon, all mood was gone.
emo-ing again.
i lied to myself tht i've forgotten, but i cant, and i didnt.
i dunno how to face them.
im afraid to face them.
but after crying, felt much much more better.

total marks: 40

date: 2 november 2009
weather: sunny in th morning, raining in th noon.

managed to stay strong today.
didnt cry out, first time talked to him.
think i'm improving.
but still thinking of him.
sitting in th same squad, cant feel his heart anymore.
all th feelings gone suddenly.
think i really have to let it go le.
still thinking..
still emo..
still cant let go..

total marks: 45

LOLS, FAILED!
huijuan, i posted my report le.
vin.k: what u mean by like tht also can nerh?
billy: duh, i single what.
lols.
copied th moonlight resonance.
billy wanted me to post about him.
hmm..
what to post nerh?
he said wanna "stead" on 1/11/09,
but i said very sensitive, so he changed to 11/11/09,
lols, think he joking again.
-.-
lols, put pink colour cus he like pink?
but i dun like wor. >.<
haiis..
hmm...
thnk nth to post le.
gna go emo again,
lols.

buh-bye.
Ms Serene ~~Khoo~~ Pang

2009-10-31T04:35:00.000-07:00

Back to blog!
finally, 3 days of 'effort' has paid off.
LOLS.
th drama night has ended with tears and laughter.
we made new friends with th casts.
good job to th casts, you guys did a great job.
good job to th crews too, without you guys,
drama night wont be a success.
lols.
& mr fong~~~
where's my money?~~~
LOLS.
keep disturbing him during th rehearsal.
nice one aron,
you get to hug 'maria' 3 times eh,
lols.
went to watch th opening night with trevor, huijuan and weekiat.
was somehow lost, but managed to get there before th show start.
wearing heels yet was FORCED to RUN.
-.-
then after tht went to king albert park de mac to find yuquan.
played tap tap with kengyong, i won AGAIN.
played table hockey with kengyong, i won AGAIN.
LOLS
trevor was sleeping beside me.
then yuquan came,
he went with kengyong to buy burger.
tht time was 11 plus.
im rushing to go home.
my dad is chasing.
-.-
yet they still eat bit by bit.
then th trevor still copy my actions.
made them laugh until cnt eat.
-.-
dont care le, ask kengyong bring his burger home to eat.
went out to take cab.
dangerous act in between.
lols.
managed to get a cab at 11.30pm
stop at th bus stop to prevent being revealed.
walk at a fast pace,
heels was making a lot of noise.
i wont wear heels unless its a grand occasion.
-.-
or else i know i have to run.
-.-
lols, reached home at 11.45pm.
was somehow locked outside th house, for 15 mins.
-.-
get into th room,
slept at 12 plus.
oo, next day le.
lols.
woke up at 6am,
packed things and went to school.
helped out, but was slacking.
oops.
lols.
well, all over.
upcoming events,
kbox?
new moon?
campcraft?
band SYF?
o level?
prom night?
work?

lols,
very far away sia.
lets look nearer,
tmr,
1st november 2009.
~~8th month~~ on my own.
will learn to be independent.
thanks huiyu for pei-ing me thru my sad times during marshall duty.
cried out suddenly.
guess th feeling tht lasted from 8 oct till dunno when came back again.
but after much talking,
all was okay le.
went crazy,
was dancing and singing during th marshall duty.
LOLS.
i say le mah,
he happy can le.
LOLS.
i dun mind suffering.
lols.

today,
went to school to take report book.
LUCKY!
I WAS PROMOTED TO S4 EXPRESS!
but position?
class : 31/38
level : 94/155
-.-
suck man.
got a A1 and a F9.
nice one.
got to work hard next year.
relationship for next year?
N-O , NO!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!
then...
PROM PROM PROM!
then...
WORK WORK WORK!
then...
relationship....
lols.

drama night picture will post at a later time.
gtg le,
buh-bye, single lady!

2009-10-25T17:09:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY!
attend NP - campcaft training.
not tht good, gyn lashing KNS.
slack thruout, chatting with yuquan and joevenn,
POKING every CL! XD
then billy come disturb.
*Oops*
after tht then talk and talk and talk.
chose some sec2 and 1 into campcraft team.
hope we can get into th FINALS.
just th FINALS i alr very happy le.
LOLS.
was in a rush on friday,
rushing home to change.
LOLs.
then meet boonkeat, sam, jason, zigui, eliz and huijuan at westmall taxi stand.
-.- i was th last one to appear.
th taxi was late.
board th taxi.
sam was watching TRANSFORMER 2.
LOLS.
* megan fox gave me th flowers.. *
LOLS.
was busy smsing ppl.
reached th chalet.
th first thng i do was to EAT.
sauages and satay,
then went to th playground with jason and johby.
slack there, then pebbles and pris joined in.
our food delievery man was ZIN WIN!
LOLS.
went back to th chalet to play STRESS with weixian.
STRESS luh!
kept losing.
>.<
then blackjack with boonkeat, jiehui and jeremy.
our chips were th UNO cards.
XP
then went around taking photos.
then went back to chalet play TABOO!
it was so fun but got sore throat.
cus we were like shouting out th answer.
atmosphere was damn high.
ppl shouting and laughing all th way.
LOLS.
then dad called say reached le.
-.-
took a class photo.
drove boonkeat and huijuan home.
then went home.
-.-
reached home 12am.
so zun.
LOLS.
next day, woke up late.
went to lot one in th afternoon,
bought a dress,
a damn formal gown.
-.-
told huijuan to pei me buy tht and wear.
LOLS.
then went home.
then watching tv th whole day.
same goes for ytd.
lols, now at com lab2 using internet access.
lols.

now i finally understand th meaning of
loving someone doesnt mean have to possess him/her,
but is to make them happy.

so, he happy can le.
th rest i dun care le.
last long bah.
cherish her well.

okokay le,
gtg le.
buh-bye.

2009-10-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

Freakking upset with my FINAL TERM RESULTS!
All FAILED! except english & chinese.
why is this happening to me?
first is relationship,
now is academic.
WTF?!
but i know,
if tht time i dont send tht msg,
all these wont happen.
i regretted alot.
can i rewind back th time?
can i rewind it back to 1st march?
can i?!
i really wanted to end my life.
whats th point of living without him and failing all my subjects?
my life is meaningless.
from 081009,
my fucking life is meaningless,
fucking meaningless.
Kill me!
anyone can do tht?
i'm really suffering alot,
i dun want this to happen!
come back to me, boy!
can't you sense tht im waiting for you?!
can't you feel tht im crying everyday because of you?
i cry myself to sleep!
you of cus didnt sense tht,
cus i dun think you love me anymore.
now is only,
i love you,
you dont love me.
my heart shattered into pieces.
it can never be fixed back,
unless is you.
i know you wont do tht ANYMORE.
just let my heart shatter into pieces.
just let me suffer alone in silence.
just let me cry myself to sleep forever.
i know everyone will say im stupid,
idiot,
but is all because of you.
you have become a part of me.
can you feel tht?
i bet you dont.
no more feelings le mah?
right?
u think i really want u to go woo other girls?
i dun want u to do tht.
but i think you alr did.
"im waiting for your ans..."
i hope u really can get th ans u want bah.
but i also hope i can get th ans i want.

well, went to boonkeat house ytd & today.
finally dare to play with dog.
ytd hug toto once,
today keep playing with toto.
snatch toto from peijun.
today slack abit then go home le.
if not mother nagging again.
tmr no school,
at home trial tuition.
-.-
haiis..
friday may be a nice day.
class BBQ at east coast.
gna rush after NP training.

yah, thts all bah.
haiis.

There are some things you have to fight for yourself. Cos’ no one’s going to do it for you.
No one’s going to give you that fighting chance; it’s Yours.

from my beloved idol,
Elvin Ng.

2009-10-18T21:00:00.000-07:00

okokay,
samuel, that was extremely LAME.
but thanks anyway.
& thanks qingling.
i somehow get your meaning le(?)
LOLS..
&& thanks baoru & rachel.
P.S. baoru, dont type my full name out eh.
disgusting eh.
lols..
&& Vin.K,
i also never say you very bad.
or did i?
Lols, nvm lah.
dun say sorry to me luh,
i dun deserve it de lah.
lols...

okokay,
16 oct,
out for swimming.
with huijuan, boonkeat, huimin, trevor, peijun, yuquan, kengpeng, leddin.
DDR-ed & DJ max-ed awhile.
exhausted man.
then went to Jurong East swimming complex.
at first raining de,
then me and huijuan thinking of changing venue,
then th rain STOPPED.
god helped us, i suppose.
didnt brought singlet, but a t-shirt instead.
was FORCED to play in my swimwear.
OMFG,
damn paiseh luh,
but no choice.
god didnt help me this time. >.<
went to lazy river dunno spin how many rounds,
when going out cant brake well, need boonkeat help.
OMG, so paiseh.
then th rest went to play slide.
i was th only one not playing.
XP,
ppl scared mah!
then went to play th wave.
LOLS,
i almost drown,
reason being : TOO SHORT, CANT REACH TH FLOOR.
then hold on to trevor like siao.
finally, went to 1.4m area, able to touch th floor, whew.
I KNOW IM SHORT.
then slack there all th way, while th rest went for lunch.
i just stay in th pool to calm myself luh.
being alone is better, but suffering.
then peijun come chat with me,
DISGUSTING CONVERSATION!
peijun, i remember th length!
LOLS.
shhh, cannot say out eh.
then huijuan & huimin joined in.
went to wave again, this time with float.
i didnt use,
swam to th 1.4m area again alone.
somehow in th middle of th pool, then scared i drown, so swam back to th side.
LOL, HUM JI sio.
then went to th lazy river again,
slack there, be SUPERMAN!
i know its lame.
then slack inside th tunnel to chat.
went off with huijuan to Jurong point.
then headed home.
tiring day.
i got sun burnt on my face.
-.-

17 oct,
went to tampines 1.
shop and shop,
bought a life spirit bagpack again.
looking for legging for drama night.
Xp
still looking for one.
i want th sony wearable walkman!
mum told me all As then she buy.
obviously,
MISSION IMPOSSIBLE.
forget it, use my own money uh.
but my money have to use to book chalet.
-.-
bankrupt soon.
chalet only available on demcember.
well, all i have to do is wait luh.

18 oct,
slacked at home,
at night watched X-men: wolverine.
after tht went to sleep.
teardrops on my guitar(?)
become teardrops on my pillow.
LOLS,
freakking lame.

well, hope i can go out often,
i wanna:-
-KBOX
-SHOPPING
-MOVIE
-BOWLING
-POOL
-ARCADE
-CHALET
-BBQ
-CYCLING!

OMFG,
i got so many things to do.
mixed with trainings(?)
DIE.
somemore, my results.
CMI!
lol,
think i will die soon,
VERY VERY SOON.
okokay, gonna dl songs and play audi le.
buh-bye.

There are some things you have to fight for yourself. Cos’ no one’s going to do it for you.
No one’s going to give you that fighting chance; it’s Yours.

from my beloved idol,
Elvin Ng.

2009-10-14T19:45:00.001-07:00

hey guys,
thanks alot,
i will cheer up de.
ask huijuan bah,
ytd i still crap alot.
think im back to my oldself le.
still trying to let go.
still crying.
but after all,
just let th time decide bah,
i guess god will help me.
for now,
friends bah.
thanks to my :-
-Huijuan laopo,
-Qingling mei,
-Trevor sister,
-Peijun ganmei,
-Boonkeat,
-Huimin dasao,
-Kengyong kor,
-Alvin wee,
-Pebbles,
-Andy,
-Huiyu.

i didnt know tht you guys will evetually comfort me,
not saying tht i think you all are bad,
but is like surprise to know actually got ppl caring for me.
i will face th truth de.
one day, i will.
th 8th day without him,
still trying to adapt,
struggling to adapt bah.
try not to keep thinking le.
crying for 8 days le.
think my tear gland now very sensitive le bah.
but in th first place,
is there such thng call tear gland?
or i anyhow crap one again?
lol, im trying to smile.
& one day i will smile.
okay la,
dont know what to type also le,
thanks alot to those who cheered me,
especially huijuan and trevor,
they are th ones who pei me when i keep crying,
thanks alot,
love you guys.
okokay bah, me go play audi le.
buh-bye.

smile always.

There are some things you have to fight for yourself. Cos’ no one’s going to do it for you.
No one’s going to give you that fighting chance; it’s Yours.

from my beloved idol,
Elvin Ng.

2009-10-12T01:06:00.001-07:00

4th day without him,

life sucks to th core.
without him is like losing my spirit.
i dont even know what to do.
Our eyes met today,
i'm glad to see you smile,
but th thng is tht you're not smiling to me..
and i guess you didnt saw me.
i've been thinking of you, always.
i told you before that i wun patch again,
but i realise tht you are everything to me.
i cant lose you,
i really cannot live without you.
but you are like avoiding me,
you dont talk to me anymore,
you dont play with me anymore,
i guess you dun even want to reply my messages,
but i just want you to be back into my life,
you are eveything i need.
i promise you tht we will be happy together,
i will share everything with you,
please dont leave me,
please dont ignore me,
please dont forget me,
please dont stop loving me..
all i want is just you and your love for me..
i dont ask for much,
i just want to be with you,
i promise we can be happy.
i beg you, dear.
i really love you alot.
and i miss you alot more.
my life is so empty now,
dont ask me to forget you.
i wont do it.
dont ask me to find another guy,
i wont do it.
please come back to me...
i really miss you alot...
and i realise something,
i didnt state it here...

010309

♥.

We started officially.

We will last long together,

We belong together,

& I'm yours forever.

I love you, hubby.

it was too late to post it.

i dun wish to post th other one.

i dun want to end it.

im not going to post th other one.

Laogong, come back to me!

2009-10-11T02:08:00.000-07:00

my desire(s) :-
- everlasting love.
- him.

is there really such things as everlasting love?
i guess even if there is, it wont happen to me.

have been crying for 4 days.
thursday night is th worse, cried until cant breathe.
friday cried non-stop.
saturday still crying.
sunday still crying.
i really cant live without you,
why must you leave me?
why dont you give me a chance?
when i say i wanted a break up i hope you would say no.
but, you didnt say anythng.
haiis, i really need you back in my life.
I WANT YOU, ONLY YOU!
without you, my life is so empty.
i dont have th mood to do anythng,
all i've been thinking is you, and you!~
7 months 7 days..
3 days without you im already suffering like mad.
i really cant forget you.
& I DUN WANT TO FORGET YOU!
YOU GET IT?!
I CANT GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND & MY LIFE!
i love you, boy.

2009-09-19T00:20:00.000-07:00

im posting again, but i really dont know what to post luh. >.<
ohya, btw..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , RACHEL !
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY , ALVIN WEEE~ !
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY , TREVOR !
&welcome Rachel & Trevor for joining th 15s club! hahaha
as for alvin WEE , you too old le, im sorry, cant let u join, hahahahhaha.

okokay, exams coming.
still failing my amath, preparing to drop them,
waiting for mdm lim to give me th form.
:D
im still in holiday mood, dont wish to do homework or chiong revision luh. >.<
ytd chiong finish amath, went straight home after school.
bath-ed, ate lunch then went to alvin wee house.
Stupid alvin wee, didnt even plan well. >.<
Stubborn rachel, dont want to cooperate with us. >.<
well, anyway, its not my fault.
Dear and i just stand there and watch show.
haha.
gave them th present, damn th alvin WEE.
SICK IN MIND!
haha, then rachel went for more surprise while i just stay in th room play AUDI!
:D
they pro luh, pangseh us. >.<
lucky got dear with me.
if not i cfm bored to death!
then went to westmall buy present.
after tht then went home.
on th way home, dear de ezlink card smth wrong.
then okay le, reach home and blah blah blah.
:D
monday gonna meet huijuan to do someone's present.
damn ass, man.
put in so much effort for them but my birthday i didnt get any from them.
SAD! xcept rachel la.
haha.

i want new clothes!
i want new heels!
i want new lappy!
im still waiting..
waiting waiting waiting..
okay la, gtg le.
:D

hubby, im always thinking of you.
every hour, every miuntes, every seconds.
can you feel that?
i (L) you.

2009-08-29T02:25:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,
its been a loooooooooooooooog time since i've last posted.
Back from OBS for 1 week, i think.
Great memories, xtra trouble.
Made new friends, best of all - kaishi!
Well, as for joseph..
my wonderful joker. :)
though u retire le, but do rmb tht u have cheered the whole RAFFLES up.
forgot to mention,
my wonderful group name - RAFFLES!
never gonna forget RAFFLES!
details of th OBS will not be mentioned here.
but i enjoyed th SEA EX and LAND EX very very much.
Thanks guys for all your wonderful memories, especially Hazwan!
you made me kayak so hard so that u can go forward to splash th instructors!
& you drag me in for no reason!
not fair!!
haha, have been counting down to th end of camp tgt with kaishi.
just wanna see dear!! <333
miss him alot alot alot alot.
come back to school, OMFG
chiong tests continuously.
owe lots of hmwk.
Not to be mentioned!
till now, still owing!
no worries, will finished it all soon.
teachers day coming soon,
means 1st sept coming soon,
means 6th mth anni coming soon!
hhehehehehehehe, yay!
tyvm dear for accompanying me thru my hard times.
I (L) you! :D

2009-08-06T22:22:00.000-07:00

Blog is dying soon.
dont even know what to post.
sad things?
happy things?
stupid things?

2009-07-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

FREAKKKKKKKKING LAZY TO POST NOWADAYS!
ALWAYS STUDY STUDY STUDY!
NOW IS CCA CCA CCA!
Im so stress now!
&also getting more and more sensitive.
alittle bit then think ...
haha, cant say out, later ppl angry.
hm, many things happened this month.
shouldnt talk about it, mostly sad things. XD
anyway, back to studies.
my E MATH IS IMPROVING!
A MATH TOO!~
but still confirm will fail. -.-
sigh sigh sigh and sigh.
all i can do is SIGH AND SIGH AND SIGH.
-.-
dunnoe what to write le,
now damn freakkkking no mood.
tmr got NP training,
wish all th sec3 luck.
sian, still cant smile. -.-
forget it.

im sad,
still very very sad.
perhaps im slow?
unable to forget things fast?
i dont know. :(
dont be sad.
you have to cheer up.

2009-07-05T23:15:00.000-07:00

okokay, i know i hvn been posting la.
i admit i lazy luh.
haha, yah yah.
what happen in the past few days?
siao, i somehow forget le.
last friday went to westmall buy qingling's present,
before tht trevor & huijuan come my house,
then at mrt there meet clement,
then at westmall koufu meet laogong,
then at arcade meet yuquan.
haha, then play and play luh.
okokay, 1 matter done.
next, is saturday.
went to watch th ndp combined rehearsal,
with laogong, huijuan, and her brother's girlf'.
haha, very fun luh.
before going go westmal play DDR, (again).
haha, then straight take bus there.
but we got lost!
then we all contribute abit luh..
hah! manage to reach there.
haha, so crowded there, so i hold on to laogong de hand luh,
just in case i get lost. haha!
Ohya, and i was like a auntie luh.
my bag inside got fan, water, food, hat, lip balm, sunglasses.
HAHA!
th goodie bag quite nice.
i took green, laogong took yellow, huijuan took purple, her bro de girlf took green, i think.
NOT FAIR LUH!
how come huijuan can take her fav colour?!
Why i cannot?
i want BLUE!!!!
>.<
so sad.
haha, th ndp quite nice, very special luh.
different frm past years.
then i saw Shahir, Chinyen, Ruiquan!
haha, ohya and Baoru! :)
all so weird.
haha, took photos here and there,
but i lazy post here la, u can either see frm huijuan's blog or from my hp ba!
:)
talk alot to laogong luh.. hehee, great chance of improving.
went to eat then mrt home.
reach home around 12 plus,
laogong reach home around 1 plus.
so sorry. >.<
haha, okokay.
today, huijuan, qingling, boonkeat, kengpeng,
come my house again.
For th phy project luh.
finish th ppt but not th proposal and th file.
sian, so many to write.
i hate it, after tht play audi.
I lvl 11 le! haha, so happy, no more novice for me.
so sad. i entered th free world. haha.
my a-cash going to finish le.
haha, going buy 1 more.
dont know when nia.
haha.
okokay, i think i post a lot le luh.
haha, still listening to michael jackson's songs.
cant forget him, still.
his songs are wonderful.
you can feel his power, his passion.
tht is one thing tht normal ppl cant replace him.
haha, okokay la.
i really post a lot liao luh.

okokay la.
gtg le.
goodnight & big balls!
laogong, iloveyou. <3

2009-06-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

Kev, Huijuan, Huiyu:
im posting now.
happy? LOL.
first thing first,
a very very belated birthday to myself.
haha,
and thank you people who really sent me a birthday message in th middle of th night.
also not forgetting those who also sent me a birthday message at a later time.
also those who gave me a birthday present.
hm, this year most expensive gift is frm zigui, samuel, zinwin, eliz.
thanks!
but i dont know how to use tht wallet.
Haha!
:)
second thing second,
last monday was my first time working,
my second time earning money for myself!
haha, selling ice-cream with rachel at yewtee area.
tiring for me. XD
reach home ard 11 plus reaching 12 am!
first time so late reach home.
haha!
:)
third thing third,
last monday went back to school for prep for STC.
im so shameful to be in th campcraft team.
my knots are so difficult to untie,
still must ask yongchee for help.
ants still come and deesiao. XD
pegging?
worse, can you believe a campcraft team member peg her own finger?
yah yah, im the one.
i peg my left middle finger.
so shameful.
haha!
:)
fourth thing fourth,
went to watch transformer 2 with
my bro,
my sis,
rachel,
alvin x2,
kevin,
jiehui.
saw alfyan at th arcade &
a record breaker for basketball machine.
he scored up to 8 hundred plus.
gosh, is he nuts?
haha!
:)
fifth thing fifth,
cant go to school tmr!
shiok right?
my head luh, AYG gone!
its gone!
my only chance to see the torch!
GONE!
kena LOA, what a luck!
AYG shirt buy for what?
SIAN SIA!
>.<
sixth thing sixth,
our king of POP is gone.
MJ is gone!
we will always remember him.
i can never forget his moonwalk dancestep.
and the song "Beat It" .
haha, my bro loves it.
Goodbye Michael Jackson.
1958-2009
>.<

Beat It - Micheal Jackson
this quality isnt tht good.
i wanted to embed th video frm youtube.
they just dont let me do it!
i want to embed th songs frm imeem.
they still dont let me do it!
what th hell?!
nvm, will post other songs of his next time.
i went to check out th music video of Beat It,
it reminds me of Zac Efron.
LOL, why?
go and check it.
you will know why.
:D
*Beat It! beat it!*
haha!

CAN CAN?
i post le lah.
LOL.
okok, go sleep luh.
goodnights & big balls!
sian, miss my laogong alot. <3

2009-06-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

went to westmall today with laogong, laopo, yuncong, poontat & yuquan.
meet them at 11,
went to play DDR.
and loads of game la.
haha,
then went to watch Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past.
i guess Yuquan loves it.
hahaha.
then after that,
went to watch Drag Me To Hell.
nice one.
it was so freaking scary.
for me la, but for my laogong,
wkao, he still can laugh luh.
LOL.
me & huijuan scared till dont know like what shit liao he still can laugh.
Ohya,
gentle reminder,
if you have heart problem,
better dont watch tht movie.
its damn shocking.
as what they say,
every 5 min 1 time.
and trust me,
you wont be able to R.I.P while watching th movie.
hahaha,
after went to arcade.
one guy find trouble with me.
he damn ..
i dont know what to say liao luh.
not good looking,
still so noisy,
i fed up and shout at him.
uncles all turn to look at me.
XIA SUAY!
no, im still angry at tht time.
hahaha
then went to DDR awhile.
went home with laogong then.
:D
our favourite song for DDR.
hahahaha,

goodnights & big balls!
:D

2009-06-12T02:56:00.000-07:00

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?

-Cheeks .

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?

- dont know .

3) Who was the last person you talked with ?

- brother .

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

- no way .

5) Would you donate blood ?

- NO !

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?

- Duh .

7) Do you want someone dead ?

- hm , i think so .

8) What does the last message says ?"

- 'I want to know your squad total strength.. :)' from CKY kor .

9) What are you thinking right now ?

- thinking of my BBF ! :D

10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?

- Yea , :D .

11) What time you went to bed last night ?

- 10 plus ?

13) Is someone in your mind ?

- Duh .

14) Who was the last person you texted ?

- Chua Keng Yong AHKOR .

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz .

1. qingling .

2. rachel .

3. Peijun .

4. Alvin Wee .

5. Someone .

6. Anyone .

7. Anybody .

8. Somebody .

9. Nobody *i want nobody nobody but you! Clap clap*

10. No one .

16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?

dont know ? XD

17) Is 3 male or female ?

Female .

18) If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?

I guess so .

19) What is 1 study about ?

CORE GEOG .

20) When was the last time you chat with 5 ?

DOnt know ? months ago or years ago ?

21) Is 4 single ?

I dont know . XD

22) Say something about 2 ?

SHE ar ? nothing to say about . hahahaahah, no offence.

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?

I dont think 3 is so sui bian .

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ?

None of my business ! Sit & watch ?

25) Do you like 3 ?

okay okay la , my gan mei ma .

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:

- 7-11 Gulp , MIXED .

2. Last phone call:

- Chua Keng Peng .

3. Last text message:

- "sure ma?"

4. Last song you listened to:

- Insomnia .

5. Last time you cried:

- dont know ? ah ! It was on 3rd june 2oo9 .

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice:

- No ?

7. Been cheated on:

- dont know .

8. Kissed someone & regretted it:

- No way .

9. Lost someone special:

- No .

10. Been depressed:

- Yea .

11. Been drunk and threw up:

- im underage .

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue.
13. Black .
14. White .

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend:

- Duh .

16. Laughed until you cried:

- no la , stomach pain nia .

17. Met someone who changed you:

- yea , i guess so .

18. Found out who your true friends were:

- yea .

19. Found out someone was talking about you:

- dont know .

.20. How many kids do you want to have:

- 2 is enough .

21. Do you have any pets:

- no .

22. Do you want to change your name:

- no .

23. What did you do for your last birthday:

- I went out with my ahkors ?

24. What time did you wake up today:

- 8 plus .

25. What were you doing at midnight last night:

- sleeping .

26. Name something you CANNOT wait for:

- My birthday .

27. Last time you saw your Mother:

- 5 mins ago .

28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:

- to study for my PSLE .

29. What are you listening to right now:

- the comments made by my brother .

30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:

- no , you mean Tom & Jerry that Tom ?

31. What's getting on your nerves right now:

- this stupid quiz .

32. Most visited webpage:

- facebook .

33. Whats your real name:

- Serene Pang Shu Ning .

34. Nicknames:

- Ah ? anything la .

35. Relationship Status:

- Attached ?

36. Zodiac sign?:

- Gemini with the logo 'II'.

37. Male or female?:

- Im serene , you see . what do you think ? female la .

38. Elementary?:

- Chua Chu Kang primary school .

39. Middle School?:

- YUSOF ISHAK secondary school .

40. High school/college?:

- not yet reach .

41. Hair colour:

- Black . or should i say white to entertain ?

42. Long or short:

- not too long and not too short .

43. What do you like about yourself?:

- nothing .

44. Piercings:

- Ear .

45. Tattoos:

- No .

46. Righty or lefty:

- Right !

FIRSTS :

47. First surgery:

- Never .

48. First piercing:

- when i was a baby , i did ear piercing .

49. First best friend(s):

- Forgot .

50. First sport you joined:

- I didnt join any sports .

51. First vacation:

- dont know .

52. First pair of trainers:

- SMLJ ?

RIGHT NOW

53. Eating:

- nothing .

54. Drinking:

- nothing .

55. I'm about to:

- sleep .

56. Listening to:

- vehicles driving past . *vooooooooom~~*

57. Waiting on:

- nothing .

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids?:

- yea .

59. Get Married?:

- Duh .

60. Career?:

- dont know eh .

Which is Better ? :

61. Lips or eyes:

- both .

62. Hugs or kisses:

- depends .

63. Shorter or taller:

- neutral .

.64. Older or Younger:

- Older .

65. Romantic or spontaneous:

- romantic .

66. Nice stomach or nice arms:

- nice arms ?

67. Sensitive or loud:

- dont know .

68. Hook-up or relationship:
- relationship ?

69. Trouble maker or hesitant:

- Dont know .

HAVE YOU EVER :

70. Kissed a stranger:

- hahahahahahahahah , NO .

71. Drank hard liquor:

- hahahahahhahahaha , NO .

72. Lost glasses/contacts:

- hahahahahahahaha, No .

73. Sex on first date:

- hahahahahahahahaha , NO WAY .

74. Broken someone's heart:

- hm , definitely .

75. Been arrested:

- hahahahahahaha , No .

76. Turned someone down:

- absolutely yes .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

77. Yourself:

- yea .

78. Miracles:

- yea .

79. Love at first sight:

- somehow .

80. Heaven:

- yea .

81. Santa Claus:

- once in my childhood memories .

82. Angels:

- I think so .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:

- NO WAY .

.84. Did you sing today?:

- No .

85. Ever cheated on somebody?:

- No .

86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?:

- back to Primary school time .

87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?:

- i forgot , th day when we quarrel .

88. Are you afraid of falling in love?:

- no .

89. Posting this as 90 truths?:

- yea ?

90. Love yourself?:

somehow .

THE END!
yay yay ,
its finally the end.
i finally can go play audi luh.
hahahahahahaha.
hm, back from LMSC course.
th course was fun and strict.
sometimes unble to tolerate.
th games was fun.
our school is so united.
i need to say something here.
THANK YOU BOONKEAT!
for ....
you know de la.
i no need to explain much.
damn xia suay luh.
a joke from Andrew SIR,
so funny.
wanna know?
go find out from any of your NP friends.
New CHEER from JOEV and his BROTHER.
"I say kuku you say jiao,
kuku? jiao!
kuku? jiao!"
LOL, xia suay!!!
waste time cheer,
FIRST TIME.
oleya,
oleya eheh ah,
oleya kuku,
oleya eheh ah, oleya kuku!
lalalalala.
SECOND TIME.
oleya,
oleya eheh ah,
oleya kuku kuku,
oleya eheh ah,
oleya kuku kuku,
lalalalala.
AH!
lazy carry on.
waste my time.
hahahahahahhahahahaha.
went to westmall to meet huijuan, qingling, boon& kengpeng.
actually going IMM straight de,
but end up DDR-inq for dunnoe how long.
then went to print my KINDERGARTEN certificate.
then Neoprints with huijuan & boon & qingling.
hahahahhahaha, first time take neoprint so nice.
:D
hm, then went IMM > DAISO.
DAISO
always $2!
hahahahaha, brought toys.
& plasters & tibit & handgrip.
handgrips is kengpeng and boon de.
i got th plasters.
huijuan got th tibit.
then fly back to Sunshine place.
bought lunch & fly home.
blah blah blah,
fetch joev to my house with kenpeng.
blah blah blah.
they left.
blah blah blah.
& i wanna go audi.
:D
last video,
2 ninjas!

sssssorry,
ssssooorry!
hahahhahahahahaha.

2009-06-04T08:09:00.000-07:00

hahaha!
its elvin ng again.
:D
crazy about him.
XD
anyway, PK finally ended.
these 2 days are tough for me.
especially th shooting.
I dont want to mention it anymore.
LOL.
tmr got SL 1 day training camp, Amath remedial.
Monday got Amath remedial.
Tuesday got band.
Wedenesday is LMSC, i thnk.
Thursday also LMSC.
another 2 day course for me.
LOL, this june holiday made me suffer.
Th only thing i know is tht NYAA is on 20 june.
just 1 day before my birthday!
:D
i guess no one is going to give me present?
except my laopo ba.
haha.
i dont expect much luh.
at least a "happy birthday" greeting.
haha.
:D

2009-05-31T21:01:00.000-07:00

1. Which is your favourite colour out of red , black , blue , green , yellow?
BLUE! :D

2. Your 1st initial?
S?

3. Your month of birth?
JUNE! :)

4. Which colour do you like more ? Black or White?
BLACK! :)

5. Name of a person , same gender as you .
CHEE HUI JUAN! :D

6. Your favourite no. ?
14 :D

7. Do you like flying or driving more ?
Flying , although i scared of heights. XD

8. Do you like the lake or the ocean more ?
OCEAN.

9. Write down a wish . (a realistic one)
Get into the course that i want in NP.

When you're done, scroll down (Don't cheat)

Q1.
Red - you are alert and your life is full of love
Black - you are conservative and aggressive
Green - your soul is relaxed and you're laid back
Blue - you are spontaneous and you love kisses and affection from the ones you love
Yellow - you are a very happy person and give advices to those who are down

Q2.
A-K: you have alot of friendships and love in your life
L-R: you try to enjoy life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom
S-Z: you like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

Q3.
Jan-Mar: This year will go very well for you and you'll discover that you'll fall for someone totally unexpected
Apr-June: you will have a strong relationship that will not last but the memories will last forever
July-Sept: you will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good
Oct-Dec: your love life will not be great , but will eventually fing your soul mate

Q4.
Black: your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you and will be glad for the change
White: you will have a friend who's completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you might not realize it

Q5.
The person is your best friend

Q6.
This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime

Q7.
Flying: you like adventure
Driving: you are a laid back person

Q8.
Lake: you are very loyal to your friends and your lover are very reserved
Ocean: you are spontaneous and like to please people

Q9.
This wish will only come true if you send this to 5 people in one hour.
- Rachel
- Boonkeat
- AlvinWEE
- Qing Ling
- Regina

CHEE HUI JUAN SABO-ED ME TO DO THAT QUIZ!
>.<
today is my 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY !
hahahahaha.
010309(L)
i love you, laogong. :D

i dont like her.
i hate her.
Girl you get it?
I HATE YOU FOR ACTING CUTE!
>.<
I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU.

2009-05-23T03:52:00.000-07:00

i miss him.
i miss him alot.
i miss my BBF!
Lol, BBF?
basketball freak ?
nah.
im so bored today.
turning into a pig soon.
woke up at 1pm today.
slept for ard 14 hours.
oooo.
im sucha good sleeper.
:D
mid-year examinations result?
i PASSED all papers,
except ADDITINAL MATHEMATICS.
sian.
also didnt do quite well for all the papers,
including CHINESE,
i cant believe it luh.
sian diao.
anyway, NPCC day.
haiis, rehearsal ytd.
felt tht th whole unit was so ...
no words can describe luh.
even for th sec3s.
perhaps we werent tht capable as compared to th past few years' batch.
will we ruin everything?
im afraid tht we will..
it seems like th sec3s have no commitment,
no interest,
no teamwork.
flaws here and there,
conflict everywhere.
i dont know what to say.
i can only say that we didnt do a good job.
anyway, shooters for th marksmen competition,
jiayou, we will never give up
:D

see tht?
i saw elvin ng!
:D

2009-05-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

EXAMS!
ihateyou.
you made me cry,
you made me angry.
i will never have a positive attitude towards you.
blahblahblah.
im not going to talk about it anymore.
currently, i PASSED all my papers.
not so well. :(
anyway, i know im SLOW.
but i think its worth putting up here. :D

Hello Elves!
How hav U all been
Its been rather quiet here previously

Glad 2 b back
Its been some time since i posted
Want 2 say a Big Big Thank U 2 all of U
here

Thank U 4 all e phone calls U hav made
N all yr well wishes
Yr concern 4 my welfare all this time
All yr screaming n excitement whenever I appear on
stage or on e tv screen

Thank U 4 feeling happy n excited 4 me
Thank U 4 wishing me 2 do well If not 4 all yr
support
I wld not hav dared 2 dream of such a smooth start 2 my
career till now
3 Top 10 awards in my 3-4yrs here
Definitely not an easy feat 4 a relative
newcomer
I know i hav been v fortunate n blessed so
far
Getting e award this time roundI feel a lot of
gratitude
Grateful 4 everything tt has been happening 2
me
N 4 such a wonderful n loyal group of supporters behind
me this whole time

Some of U might hav just joined...
Some might hav left...
Many of U hav stuck w me 4 a long time
I sincerely hope U ll continue 2 stay w me
Pls do continue 2 stick w me thru thick n thin, good or
bad, my highs n my lows in e following years 2 come
U wld b my pillar of strength 2 motivate me n steer me
thru hardship n difficult times
N i wld also hope U 2 share all my happiness n
achievements together w me

Only small regret abt Star Awards was my bad
speech
Was nervous cos too worried abt e time constraint n
clock ticking
Haiz
No excuses tho
I ll only do better next time

Abt my bout of diarrhoea
Its been on more than 10 days
Seen a doctor few days b4
Getting better slowly

So don worry
N thank U 4 all yr concern
Thank U 4 all e big boards n Star Awards lorry
too
Curtains closed 4 Star Awards 2009 =)
Finally
N once again

Thank U Elves
Im grateful 4 all U hav done n wished 4 me
Take care of yrselves
Stay away fr e swine flu virus

Yours Always
Elvin

"There is a silence which makes us travel faster.There
is a stillness which makes us fly."
Ben Okri, The Famished Road.
Whether it is strength, courage, or confidence, we all
have to believe we have this something within us.

know its from who?
It from my BELOVED IDOL, ELVIN NG!
Charming, yea?
i just love him!
but not as much as i love my laogong,
though their names have th same pronounciation.
:D
hehee, miss my laogong alot alot.
anyway, was selected to take part in th marksmen competition.
have to go training tomorrow and friday,
subsequently next week too.
competition will be in June.
:D
Hope i can score well.
Elvin bless me :D
hahahahahaha.

BoonKeat, you like it?
LOL!

2009-05-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

Its over!
Its over!
Its over!
muahahaha.
exams finally over.
im so damn freaking crazy now.
the most exciting part is debutting soon.
which is the release of result for all subjects.
&the most nervous subject will be aditional mathematics!
i started to love additional mathematics!
but i will continue to fail that subject, if im not wrong.
muahahahahaha.
it doesnt matter.
as long as i have th heart to study it,
i will definitely pass it.
went SHOPPING! yesterday&today.
&bought several stuffs.
cool uh?
i get to go SHOPPING!
LOL, im like an idiotic person.
saw shenqi today.
she "wa" me!?
LOL, what did i do?
Hahahaha.
anyway,
ALVIN WEE TECK WEI WANTS HIS BLOG TO BE RELINKED!
DO KINDLY RELINK ALVIN WEE TECK WEI ASAP,
BEFORE HE BULLY ME IN MSN AGAIN!
oO, yar.
mr alvinweetckwei,
whats your blog url?
huh?
i cant hear you.
Oo, is it?
can you repeat?
i still cant hear you.
the reception is poor here.
can you repeat again?
two more times?
three more times?
huh?
huh?
Oo, ic.
okay.
this is his wonderful url:
http://alvin-wee.blogspot.com/
muhahahaha.
im crazy.
beware of me!
anyway,
tomorrow going out with
my beloved laogong ,
Boonk. ,
beloved laopo ,
YunC. ,
AndyL. ,
QingL. ,
RachN.
& last but not least,
mralvinweeteckwei!
ALVIN WEE TECK WEI,
I HAVE MENTIONED YOUR NAME SOOO MANY TIMES.
YOU BETTER THANK ME TOMORROW OR OTHER DAYS.
OR YOU SHALL SUFFER FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.

just a short funny clip for you guys.
i laughed for hours after watching that for 2 times.
i just love WIPEOUT!

oO, tmr gna see you le.
for the whole day.
hehee, still trying my best.
:D

2009-05-08T00:31:00.000-07:00

Exam start le!
but i dont feel anything!
no la, i must not be nervous, or else i cant complete the papers.
today's mother tongue paper 1 was easy.
i got th inspiraton from the rain!
while paper 2 wasnt that easy.
th cloze passage can still be managed.
but the compre isnt.
tuesday's paper will be math paper 1 and social studies.
i think im going to die soon.
XD
whatever, i still have to try my best.
and i can do it!

ohya, tag replies:

huijuan: if this is a zoo then i'll be rich! :D then
you jiayou ba!
laogong: i wont care him de. he got someone to chap
him. hehee. :D
alvinWEE: is it compulsory for a zoo to have a BEAR?
=.-"'

p.s huijuan: sorry ah, i lazy to go tag ur blog. so i replied here.

i miss you alot too.
was touched when i saw your message yesterday.
i almost cry, but i didnt.
i still need time for me to gain confidence.
but you say you will wait. :D
♥

2009-04-29T07:59:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!
THE COM FINALLY WORKS!
GOD BLESS ME!
ALVINWEE SUGGESTED THAT I SHOULD POST THIS YESTERDAY.
BUT DUE TO THE STUPID PROBLEM, I POSTED IT TODAY.

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
if u stupid u wont be able to talk to me on msn le?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
why?

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
cus stupid people dont even know how to on a computer?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
diao. okay, quite stupid.

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
still the same?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
no

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
quite stupid ppl wont know how to dl a msn?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
now is quite
diao.

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
still got wat stupid ma? little stupid? lol?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
10% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
10% stupid ppl wont be studying in express le?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
5% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
5% stupid people wont study for test liao?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
4% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
4% stupid ppl wont listen in class.?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
3% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
3% outside mr lim office for few days.?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
2.5% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
2.5% outside mr lim office still.?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
2% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:

2% outside mr lim office for 1 week

1% outside mr lim office for 1 day?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
0.5% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:

0.5 outside for school hours?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
0.05% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:

0.05% outside for 1minute?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
0.01% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
0.01% outside for 1 sec?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
0.001% stupid

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:

0.001% stupid sitting at class studying le la -.-

9.999% clever liao

no wait

u is 78% clever

0.001% stupid

=

100% - 78.001%
21.999%?

Serene. The peacemaker & also the peacebreaker. says:
Lol

™ [ † ] ¤ Akatsuki - Pein ¤ [ † ] ™? says:
21.999%
10% playful
11.999% ????
so total is
78.000% Clever
0.001% Stupid
10% Playful
11.999% Lazy

u can post tat in ur blog as ur blog is dead

THATS ALL.

see that ?
it is ELVIN NG!
congrats for getting the top 10 most popular male artiste!
I LOVE YOU!
:D
but not as much as i love my laogong. XD
here's a short story for everyone.

Girl:
??i love you

Boy:
Yeah I know, everyone loves me!

Girl:
Really???

- Boy:
Yeah.??.everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.

- Girl:
??Oh.??.??.

but am I only your friend???

- Boy:
No.??.??.??you're my girlfriend?.??.??.
why?

- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really mean it

- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it.??.??.
its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we got together and i love you more each and everyday

- Girl:
??.?.?.?.

- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 12 month anniversary???

- Girl:
Yeah.??.??.
where????

- Boy:
I dont know.??.??.
maybe movie? then dinner???

Girl:
Ok

Boy:
I'll pick you up after I get off and get ready? ok?

Girl:
Ok

Girl:
What time do you get off?

- Boy:
In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues.??.??.

Girl:
hey.??I thought you didnt have work today?

- Boy:
I didnt, but I had to fill in for someone

- Girl:
??Oh okay!?? So ill see you around 7:30 then???

- Boy:
Yeah!?? and babe???

- Girl:
??Yeah???

- Boy:
I love you.

- Girl:
I love you too!

- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.??.? i gotta go.

- Girl:
Ok bye.

- Boy:
bye

*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??*??

2 hours later?

The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings bell.

-Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)

- Boy:
Wassup.?
you ready?

- Girl:
Um.??.??.??wait.??.??.
let me get my bag and we can go ok?

- Boy:
Ok.

They both watched a movie and ate dinner once they were done eating they headed back to the car but before she got into the car...

- Boy:
Wait!?? Can I blind fold you?

- Girl:
Why????

- Boy:
Its a suprise

- Girl:
What kind of suprise???

- Boy:
A big one

Girl:
??Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.

Girl:
Ok blind fold me.

So they drove off
and then they stopped

- Boy:
Ok we're here!

-Girl:
Where??

- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place?!

- Girl:
What place??

- Boy:
Somewhere!
(and gives? a kiss to her on the lips)

- Girl:
Baby!??

The boy walks her to the place.

- Boy:
Ok.
let me take the blind fold off you

- Girl:
Where are we?

He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend

- Girl:
Oh my God.
(tears come down)

- Boy:
Why are you crying?

- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out.

- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life??? (he asked on his knees and after he says that behind him in the air it says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)

- Girl:
(tears come down faster)

- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me.

I was planning this whole thing?!

- Girl:
Get up!

- Boy:
Yeah???

- Girl:
(kisses boy)

- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?

Girl:
Yes!

romantic and touching, yea?
the guy is so thoughtful. :D

MYE english paper today.
still okay okay for me.
the compre topic was on WoW.
Cool. :D

laogong, i miss you so much.
i really hope i can have the courage to talk to you.
but I failed.
sorry, iLy.

♥010309
2nd month tmr!

2009-04-19T03:50:00.000-07:00

Fancy Drill performance yesterday !
everything was okay.
except the performance itself.
dun wish to say about.
But overall it was great.
cant post the pictures here due to stupid unknown reasons.
sad-ed.
but will still try to post it.
its just a matter of sooner or later.
Exam is coming soon. :D
Mum wants me to get the bursery.
Im so stressed!
Gonna chiong consultations during these 2 weeks.
I MUST PASS A MATH.
but other than study,
i also must relax myself.
mum has already allowed me to catch a movie after the exam.
I love her! :D
but she say is only once a while then can.
watever!
as long as i can go out play.
:D
i miss you sia.
but its alright.
i can see you more tmr le.
ily,
♥.

2009-04-08T06:47:00.000-07:00

Huijuan & I are busy taking photos while waiting for the SL photo-taking.

Nice shots right ?

Hehee...

Just kidding.

Today's lesson? = Play time ?
first period , English .

second period , CORE Geog . [free period; chit chat with Boonkeat, Huijuan & Jiehui]

third period , PE . [run 2.4m; chit chat with Boonkeat, Huijuan & Desiree]
fourth period , Recess .

fifth period , E maths . [free period; chit chat with Weixian & Huijuan]

sixth period , Chinese . [late for class cause went to change; tio debate from class]

last period , Assembly . [journey to the west]

then stayed back for SL photo taking.

Had lunch,

went for FD training.

Went into the special team (trail only)

was selected to play the flag as well as the rifle.

Oo.. cool ah.

the special steps was fun and easy.

but the timing was never fun and easy.

confirm de.

then went to do formation.

then went home around 7 plus.

happen to saw boonkeat they all.

Boonkeat shouted very loud,

'Serene byebye'

then i was like omfg in the car.

Lol.

round 1 rehearsal on monday,

im damn freaking nervous.

Help me :D

i miss you !

2009-04-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

back from Sec1 NPCC camp.
didnt plan well enough,
so th camp was all in a mess.
i didnt want to mention th sad thing.
goodbye NCOs,
you gave us a wonderful moment on friday night.
some shared their experience in NPCC.
It was fun and the words were meaningful.
PT was okay, lecture was okay, lesson was in a mess again.
i wouldnt want to say about it anymore.

i had a great time with you.
i mean it.
i felt happy and relaxed when im with you.
i want this to comtinue,
yea?

2009-03-29T03:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEISHENG KOR!
Hey hey, 15 liao eh.
not fun liao lor.
paiseh wor no present.
cause ECONOMIC CRISIS :D
hehee...

now at huijuan's house.
joevenn & huijuan there crapping.
Damn them, deesiao me again. =.-"'
doing PT proposal with joev.

Just now went westmall with joev, huijuan, huiying.
Huijuan bought me a t-shirt! :D
so good!
but i aint gonna pay her back.
No la, just kidding.
then went to arcade,
played DDR with huijuan.
then went round the westmall,
nope,
or rather round the interchange
to search for a plug as well as a wireless connection.
then in the end, we ended up at the void deck below huijuan's house. =.-"'
L-A-M-E
waited for Chelsea and now at huijuan's house.
Haas...
Okay, i dont know what to post le.
fine la, return huijuan her com la.
if not she gonna kill me with her teddy, pooh, etc.
better stop now.
:D

WAIT!
got fancy drill trainng tmr.
SIAN...
nvrmind.
FUN MA!
HAHAS..
okay okay..
HAHAS
joevenn kna hit by huijuan!
he deserve it!
OKAY, now i kna hit by Joevenn.
assholes.
okay la.
i stop now ler.
:D

2009-03-28T02:29:00.000-07:00

Finally finish my AEM course.
It so..
FINALLY!
& i told myself that i wont take up business course.
I'll die with that course.
its harder than you think.
its harder than you say,
& its even harder when you do.
But anyway, it has already past.
so just forget it.

Emo-ing yesterday night.
Why?
I felt so lonely,
no one to chat with,
no one to play with,
like im the only one.
just like the movie ' i am legend ' .

sports day heat yesterday,
prepared myself ,
trying to broke my own records.
& i did it.
first event was 100m boys&girls.
our class representative are Jason, Syafiq, Desiree, Chinyen.
not sure of the ranking.
second event was 400m boys&girls.
our class representative are Kengpeng&Teresa.
Kengpeng got 8th while Teresa got 1st.
If im not wrong.
third event was 200m boys&girls.
our class representative are Boonkeat, Jeremy, Huijuan&me.
Boonkeat got 3rd, jeremy got 2nd.
i got 3rd, Huijuan got 2nd.
Actually i second de, but because im not a sprinter,
Huijuan overtake me at the last part.
4 x 100 relay?
was postponed due to a soccer match.
so went home with huijuan.

tmr,
extra shooting at CDANS.
got to prepare myself for the actual shooting on Thurs.
& i told myself that i must get the marksman badge.
for the sake of the squad&him.
I can do it.
LOL.

RMB TO SWITCH OFF ALL THE POWER,
WHY?
EARTH HOUR.
HELP TO REDUCE GLOBAL WARMING.
:D

2009-03-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

back to blog.
just pass by my cousin's blog and knew that she joined NPCC in her school.
REGINA, welcome to the NPCC family.
So now we got different ranks in our family le.
Hm, JIAJUN got what rank?
Lol, must ask him when got gathering. :D
Stay happy in this CCA.
back from CADET LEADERS CAMP 09 few days ago.
It was fun & tiring.

first day;
we falled in, attn checked.
put our bags.
uniform inspection.
lucky i polish my boots the day before.
many were being told to fall out.
cause uniform not up to standard.
whats the punishment?
"take off your ranks."
wkao, coporal liao eh.
who will want to take out,
but bo bian, they were forced to take out.
some were not feeling well, so they report sick.
then report to AVA rm,
LECTURE 1 then,
LECTURE 2 then,
LECTURE 3 then,
DIRLLS by Rudy SIR.
it was so FUN.
was being ask to come out to demo hentakaki.
then SIR behind there crap here crap there.
then i gong kia there keep doing while others there laughing.
LAME.
then went for lunch.
then went for drills again.
this time the drills is more tougher.
All our legs are so tired.
But we still managed to survive.
then followed by SQUAD TIME.
meaning combined squad.
the parade square were so noisy & i cant even hear the command & timing.
SAD, but lucky my ears sharp.
chey, no la.
then after that change to PT.
played games.
grouped with Kengpeng.
first game - WATER BOMB!
Shiok but what the hell?
i was the first to the other half of the territory but im also the first to kena water bomb.
then followed by JOEVENN.
then he did a suicide.
L-A-M-E.
but in the end, WE WON!
Second game - MARBLE GAME.
Rachel that team played the game.
that was a funny but challenging game.
Anyway, they mananged to complete the game.
third game - MIX&MATCH.
Huijuan that team played the game.
Kengpeng & i were there crapping,
'oo, nw i realised we learnt this in sec 2.'
'got meh? i thought in sec1?'
..
..
LOL.
then i go wrote smth on his notebook.
HAAS, i wrote,
蔡庆月-月-鸟(鹏).
Haas, no offence wor.
then went to played the last game.
forth game - PUZZLE?
It was quite boring.
then i sang the kambing song in th end kna scolded.
LOL.
I shut my mouth from then.
after that went to bathe then dinner.
after that went for lecture again.
then debrief.
then free time for us to polish our boots.
GUAI SIA.
then lights out.
damn th mosquito, come bite me. :(

DAY 2 ;
wake up
PT.
run ard th parade square.
5 bx.
breakfast.
from there we learn one song called the tim sum song.
forgot how to sing le.
then went to AVA rm to brief abt area cleaning.
then when to trained for flag raising.
I teaching Boonkeat,
weixian teaching Viashu.
Alfyan, PRIS, th PC.
then after that went to change to full U,
go for shooting.
My shooting has improved.
1st rd i got 71, cried like mad.
Yongchee there comfort until like mad.
2nd rd i got 78, happy like mad.
Yongchee there cannot tahan.
After all, SENIORS turn to shoot.
then went home le.
:D

okay le, brother there nagging le.
I'll end here then. :D

2009-03-15T00:12:00.000-07:00

MANCHESTER UTD VS LIVERPOOL

1 - 4 !

WOOTS!

Did you guys watch the match?

I bet you guys dont.

It was a wonderful match.

From the match you can see how united liverpool is,

how happy gerrald is, (he went to kiss the camera lens)

All thanks to Vidic&Van Der Sar. (lol)

Liverpool must JIAYOU!

2009-03-11T01:10:00.000-07:00

YO! I FINALLY UPDATE MY BLOG.
alright, i came back from the sec3 camp.
It was fun but somehow annoying.

DAY1 ;
the most boring, irritating, agitating&tired day.
0730-went to assemble in school.
had our morning assembly.
surrender valuables.
0800-ICE BREAKER - BOOOOORING.
0915-RECESS.
0945-collection of JUNKYARD materials.
1200-DEPART TO CAMPSITE. (finally)
1300-LUNCH.
1400-placing of bags&making of JUNKYARD.
1600-campfire preparation.
1800-DINNER.
1930-making of JUNKYARD.
2130-SUPPER/BATHE/DEBRIEF.
2300-SLEEP.

DAY2 ;
0700-PT.
0730-BREAKFAST.
0830-making of JUNKYARD.
1000-Team challenges games. (the longest line, etc)
1145-LUNCH
1245-Nature Rumble. (MUD!)
1415-lifting spirits games. (the maze, electric fence)
1600-Launch of JUNKYARD. (gosh, our EZLINK CART was not in the mood to race.)
1700-campfire preparation. (the boys doesnt want to shout, -.-"')
1800-DINNER
1930-Grand campfire. (we were so high!)
2100-wash up/debrief/supper. (coffeecake as supper, debrief was short&sweet.)
2300-SLEEP. (the best night)

DAY3 ;
0700-PT (like dancing)
0730-BREAKFAST.
0830-Area cleaning. (swept the whole bunk. played games with our wonderful trainers.)
1000-prize presentation/evaluation. (3n1 is the best group, congrats.)
1100-back to school.
LUNCH at westmall with joevenn, peiyong, huijuan, rachel.
then went home.

it was a nice camp.
especially the NATURE RUMBLE.
It rocks, ive never played that before.
It has wonderful trainers.
INSTRUCTOR GLENDON&SEAN was GREAT.
3EXCELLENCE2 LOVE THEM!
INSTRUCTOR WAN TOO!
HE SPEAK LIKE OBAMA!
INDOOR CAMPFIRE WAS FUN.
I had a taste of how disco/pub is like.
Huijuan, Rachel & I were there dancing like nobody's business.
We all enjoyed the camp.
THANKS INSTRUCTORS FOR ALL THE FUN.
:D

tomorrow,
got to do homework again.
project SMS! giving me headache.
got shooting at night, frm 6-9.
MUST JIAYOU.

IMY, ♥

2009-01-22T23:22:00.000-08:00

CONGRATS TO ALL THE 3E2 GIRLS WHO REPRESENT THE CLASS FOR GETTING TOP 5 !

CONGRATS TO KENGPENG FOR GETTING THE 5TH POSITION FOR THE SEC3 BOYS!

CONGRATS TO 3E4 FOR GETTING THE SPORT CLASS TITLE!

CONGRATS TO HUIJUAN FOR IMPROVING 1 POSITION THIS YEAR!

CONGRATS TO VIVIAN FOR IMPROVING 8 POSITIONS THIS YEAR!

CONGRATS TO SERENE FOR IMPROVING 6 POSITIONS THIS YEAR!

The TOP 5 sec3 GIRLS.

1st : Teresa

2nd : Huijuan

3rd : Serene

4th : Vivian

5th : Desiree

----------------------------

The TOP 5 sec3 BOYS.

1st : Adi

2nd : Leddin

3rd : Yanbing

4th : Kevin

5th : Kengpeng

----------------------------

I didnt know that i could get into top 5.

before today, i kept telling myself that i wont be able to get into top 5.

Miracles HAPPEN!

I really got into top 5!

LOL! Im so freaking happy now.
But on the other hand, which is my studies.

Haiis, I failed my A maths test & Re-test.

So overall, converted to 100, i only scored 33.

which equals to F9!
ohmygod,

the first F9 that i got was for A maths.

I wont be shock lor.

because before i took the subject,

i already knew that i cant do it.

Its a CONFIRM FAIL SUBJECT.

I'm mentally prepared for that.

Thats all i can say.

Others told me to work hard.

I will, i've already tried my best in the first class test.

I didnt expect that i could fail the chapter,

The simplest chapter.

I guess i'm hopeless.

Once a loser, Always a loser.

2009-01-09T06:03:00.000-08:00

FYI guys,

Im not going to do any updating frm tmr until im totally free.

8th January2oo8,

I guess we've solved th problem.

After crying, i felt much much much better.

& of cus, this morning got abit emo but in th noon was okay!

I've learnt to let go.

Ohya, LAOPOs!

Remember what is today's date?

Its our 3 months being together!

We still have 9 months to reach th first year.

Jiayou!

&im still sorry about th ring.

&there's one thing i'll never understand.

I used to like them alot, no matter how they treat me.

But i dont feel like it now, you guys look more like commanding me.

i mean even if you are, but we are like strangers frm th day you guys have left.

I thnk you guys are biased.

You guys think that she is outstanding.

i dont think so, she has alot of mistakes.

I used to be loyal to you, i came to visit you once a week.

&i didnt fail to miss any of th visits.

but you've disappoint me.

I wasnt interested in you anymore.

& i hope tht i could leave you forever.

You just look down on us.

So what? I dont give a damn lor.

then i'll show you how good i can be.

I swear i will.

Thanks for letting me go.

I've felt much more relaxing now.

& eventually, im more happy now.

Is good to stay like this, but not for too long.

I've kept all th memories deep into my heart.

&now is th time for me to stay strong.

I can understand tht this is part of life.

I have to experience it.

Thanks alot, for letting me made this decision.

ilovedyou, remember that.

2008-12-31T00:41:00.000-08:00

Did th quiz tagged by Huijuan.

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.
C. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people:
1. Qingling.
2. Geokyong.
3. Rachel.
4. Boonkeat.
5. Suzin.
6. Hui Min.
7. Weixian.
8. Shanice.

Qns 1 : What have you been doing recently ?
Back to school for SLs & Band.

Qns 2 : Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
Duh-uh. i off it before i sleep.

Qns 3 : What happen at 10am today ?
I woke up.

Qns 4 : When did you last cry ?
Just now?

Qns 5 : believe in fate/destiny ?
Of course.

Qns 6 : What do you want in your life now ?
Good results, true love, success career, drive a car?

Qns 7 : Do you tend to make relationships complicated ?
What for?

Qns 8 : Are you wearing anything you borrowed for someone ?
No, i owned everything.

Qns 9 : What was the last movie you caught ?
twilight.

Qns 10 : Does the person you like knows that you like him/her ?
Duh-uh.

Qns 11 : Who always makes you laugh ?
Friends&Ahkors. There is someone who used to make me laugh, but im not sure if he still will.

Qns 12 :Do you speak languages other than english ?
Yea, dont believe? You want hokkein? Or Malay? Or Chinese?

Qns 13 : Favourite website(s) ?
extraordinary-feelings.bs.com , weare3e2.bs.com , friendster.com , youtube.com , facebook.com.

Qns 14 : What are you doing tommorow ?
Packing bag & Iron NP uniform.

Qns 15 : What do you think you are like ?
Im like a emo kia.

Qns 16 : Who would you choose to die with ?
Me, Myself & I. I dont want to drag anyone with me.

Qns 17 : Where have you been today ?
Somewhere.

Qns 18 : What game do you play often ?
Feel th magic - NDSL game
Audition - Online game.

Qns 19 : Who you missing right now ?
My laogong.

Qns 20 : If you have to choose between a friend and a lover , who will you choose ?
Neither. I dont believe tht both of them will stay with me forver.

Qns 21 : What are you doing right now ?
multi-tasking.

Qns 22 : Which primary school were you from ?
CHUA CHU KANG PRIMARY SCHOOL.

Qns 23 : name 3 colours you like ?
black, white & Blue.

Qns 24 : What emotion do you like to show ?
=.-"

Qns 25 : What is life to you ?
Life is an adventure for you to face your own difficulties & to overcome it.

Qns 26 : If you have something troubling you , what would you do ?
keep it to myself or blog it.

Qns 27 : Who did you last chat with on msn ?
Joevenn ahkor.

Qns 28 : Who do you admire the most ?
No one.

Qns 29 : Which month you born in ?
June.

Qns 30 : How you feeling right now ?
Lonely.

Qns 31 : What's the time now ?
4.33pm.

Qns 32 : Your opinion on the person who tagged you .
She's a nice girl.

Qns 33 : What color do you like to dye your hair ?
Brown?

Qns 34 : Why you doing this quiz ?
Cus i was tagged to do?

Qns 35 : What do you do when you are moody ?
listen to music using my earpiece and on it to th max volume.

Qns 36 : At which stage do you wish to get married ?
erm, 26?

Qns 37 : Who is closer to you ?
My laopo&ahkor.

Qns 38 : Who is/are the people/person you trust the most ?
My laogong?

Qns 39 : Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain ?
Of course, i witnessed it.

Qns 40 : If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
To die ASAP. I dont want to live a stressful & meaningless life.

Qns 41 : What is your goal for this year ?
Better grades for all my subjects.

Qns 42 : Do you believe in eternity love ?
Yea, but it doesnt happen on me.

Qns 43 : What feeling do you love the most ?
EMO.

Qns 44 : Do you really think it is global warming now ?
Yea, dont you think so?

Qns 45 : Do you like quizzes ?
Quite .

Qns 46 : do you believe in gods ?
Yea, Im a taoist. & i always say, "OH MY GOD"

Qns 47 : Who cares you the most ?
I dont know.

Qns 48 : What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
To be a successful person.

Qns 49 : What will you bring when you fight ?
Nothing, im expecting th other one to kill me.

Qns 50 : What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?
Didnt study hard in PRIMARY SCHOOL.

Qns 51 : What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer ?
EMO, thats all i can do.

Qns 52 : What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you ?
i'll flood my room with my tears and then EMO.

Qns 53 : How you feel now ?
EMO.

Marsiling Sec Band was great.
Their percussion&clarinet session amazed me.
Th ex-band members are great too.
But th destination isnt.
Joev, Huijuan, Jiwon & I was lost there.
Lucky we managed to reach thre frm th help of those passer-by.
Thanks to all passer-by!
School is starting.
Stress is coming.
Loneliness should be fading.
But it isnt.
listening to th song : Just so you know
by Jesse Mccartney.
Its a nice song.
Jesse, my orientation group name.
Im th class IC for class 1e3 group A.
Hope they wont dissapoint me.
Tyvm.

Im waiting&thinking of you.

2008-12-29T05:24:00.000-08:00

25th dec.
went dwn to Orchard rd, Suntec city, Chinatown
to take photos of th decos.
no self-portrait this time.
th decos were nice, but th traffic wasnt.
thre were human jam as well as traffic jam.
Dinner at 9 plus.
went home then.

26th,27th&28th dec.
whole day slacking&painting th hse.

29th dec.
clearing all my childhood toys.
mama said going donate them all to orphange.
ohmy. i dun wanna.
but no choice.
tmr gna go back sch for SL as well as band.
th last practice for band,
th last meet up for SL.
then friday school reopen!
what th hell?
first day of school then got np training.
Siao.
gna polish my boots on wed
as well as huijuan's.
:D

take care wor.
th time has come for me to face th world myself,
without you by my side.
I'll learn to be strong,
and you will see th difference in me.
but for now, trust me tht i love you.
and i miss you so much.

2008-12-24T00:26:00.000-08:00

I know i gotta update alr.
Bought alot of things this month.
i bought a new zinc school bag which is totally th same as huijuan
except th material.
&i bought a new phone, W595!
I must have spend alot of money alr.
Who cares? Save again lor!
Yesterday went back to school for SL & band.
Early in th morning got wet because of FELIX.
He poured a bucket of water on me! I was so freaking cold.
Was sick today, having slight fever.
Oh gosh, i need to recover fast enough so that i can attend Marsiling sec's Band POP concert.
Well, this month is pretty boring.
Practices here and there, dont even have time to go out.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIMAH!
&HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ELVIN!
&CHRISTMAS IS REACHING!
Santa, i want a present, can i?
:D
Cheer up, SERENE.
You have to be strong even though sometimes you can't.

2008-12-17T05:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not posting for so long, you see.
I'm totally not in th mood to post.
Well, finally back from band camp today.
The camp was okay although quite slacking.
But it was quite tiring during sectional as i play my clarinet until my wrist hurt again.
damn it.
At th second night, my phone was CONFISCATED.
Well, i wouldn't have to use th word 'confiscated'
if i be guai kia & surrender my phone at th beginning.
well, i've learnt my lesson.
anyway, thanks xuejun & Joev for giving me advices.
I'll try my best de. :D
Anyway, fancy drill was fun even though i cant join anymore.
Jiayou to all th FDT members.
Remember what th seniors, sirs & ma'ams told ya.
:D
& well, SL prac tmr.
ushering on 19 dec..
Gotta save energy. :D
will definitely take photos de.

we sounded like friends more than couple.
i know stuffs about you from others.
perhaps time doesnt strengthen our relationship,
but has weaken it.
I don't know what should i do.
I guess time has changed everything.
I don't want anything from you,
just want you to know how i feel.
guess you would never know.
forget it.

2008-12-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

Damn it,
just got flu yesterday night.
I think should be th rain's fault.
NO!
Should be weixian's fault for taking away my umbrella.
:(
Haiis..
I just hope i still can be hyper on Sunday.
:D
Gosh, i felt so sick now.
Lol, next next week will be damn busy.
th whole week will be going to school.
monday to wednesday, Band camp.
thursday&friday, SL mass dance practices/ushering.
Ohya, Huijuan, th phone tt i want is W595, not W959.
Oops, no offence.
haas..
:D

♥

2008-11-23T23:24:00.000-08:00

did th quiz tht Huijuan sabo-ed me to do .

1. The person who tagged you is:

CHEEhuijuan .

2.Your relationship with him/her:

My laopo , but im not les .

3.Your five impression of him/her:

Siao , cheerful , clever , hyperactive , etc .

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:

Forgotten .

5.If he/she become my lover?

Haas , when i go Thai for sex change operation ? next next next life ba .

6.The most memorable thing he/she has said to you:

She talked alot , i dun remember .

7.If he/she becomes my lover, he/she has to improved on?

Waliao , you my parents ar ? care so much for wad sia ?

8.If she become your enemy?

Then i'll kill you .

9.What is it you want to tell her?

laopos forever :D

10.Overall impression Good?

very very good . haas , my laopo eh .

11.How do you think the people around you feel about you:

I guess they all have negative impact on me .

12.The character you love most about yourself?

EMO !

13.Pass this quiz to 10 person:

1 Peijun .

2 Elieen .

3 Qingling .

4 Anyone .

5 Someone .

6 Everyone .

7 Rachel .

8 Joevenn .

9 10 person .

10 human beings .

14.Who is number 6 having relationship with?

with someone lor .

15.Is number 9 a female or male?

homosexual ?

16.If number 7 and 10 together, good?

how would i know ?

17.When was the last time you talk to number 3?

Years ago ? No la , weeeks ago .

18.What is number 2 studying about?

A maths , please la , diff sch eh .

19.Does number 1 has siblings?

Dunnoe .

20.Does 5 and 9 get along ?

I guess so .

21.Talk about number 2:

My ahmei , in contact for 2 years .

22.Are you best friend with number 5?

Wad do u thnk ?

23.What is number 10 doing ?

Something la .

----------------------------------------------------------------

next quiz sabo-ed by qingling .

1.Each Player Of This Game Starts Off With 10 Weird Things / Habits /Little KnownFacts About Yourself .

2. At Th End , You Will Need To Choose 10 People To Be Tagged & List Down Their Names .

3. People who Get Tagged Need To Post 10 Weird Things / Habits /Little Known Facts As Well As State Th Rules Clearly .

4. No Tag Back .

1) Im stupid

2) Im retard

3) Im irritating

4) Im annoying

5) Im hot-tempered

6) I suck

7) I dont know

8) I dont care

9) Im emo

10) I love emo-ing
Sabo'ing ; Rachel, peijun, huijuan, Elieen, anyone, someone, everyone , etc .:D

-------------------------------------------------------------------------

My mum is trying to persuade me to get a new hp.

Weird, so i told my mum i wanna th W595 .

She said no prob, but must wait.

=.='''

wa, serious ma?

dont joke with me wor.

haas, nvm .

2008-11-19T23:53:00.000-08:00

USHERING ON 18/11/08

Before th ushering,

went to school early in th morning to play basketball.

Kevin say wanna train us.

Fine. & we played a 5 v 5 match.

I've forgotten who win.

But i remebered clearly tht kengpeng, yuquan, huijuan & i

were slacking dwn thre.

Haas.

but i managed to defend at least a ball.

haas..

then went to huijuan hse.

waited for her to get ready.

then went to mac & have lunch.

Then went back to sch to bath.

& get changed.

& rot in th toilet while waiting for Rach&Claudia.

Haas.

Ushering was tiring man.

I had to escort th principals up on stage but th principals refused.

Diao lor.

Made me stood thre for so long.

Leg damn pain sio.

then lead th group to th Art Room.

Mr Marshall took over so i can rest.

damn Fadzuli.

he was talking abt those ghost stuff while we are resting.

he said he saw somethng..

blahblah.

& i was so scared.

haas..

then brought th group back to hall.

Finally our job is over.

went to ava room& slack thre.

Eventually, we are taking photos.

Haas.

then went out of th sch to wait for dad.

so does weixian&rizuan.

Rizuan went off first.

Then me, then weixian.

haas..

saturday going to claudia's birthday party.

got to buy present tmr.

Lol.

Ohya, huijuan.

your quiz next time then i do.

2008-11-13T22:45:00.000-08:00

Today's post is th 130th posts le.
Haas..
Today went to school with fear.
Went to school, saw th results.
Ohmy, i was damn freaking happy.
I got into class 3e2 .
Subjects taken was Amaths , Egeog , double pure .
i managed to get Amaths.
Im sooooo happy.
Haas...
But must work hard le.
If not sure die.
&& Congrats to Claudia for getting into 3e1 .
&& Congrats to Huijuan for getting th same class as me !
Haas,
besides tht,
I also same class with
Chinyen,
Kengpeng,
Weixian,
Boonkeat,
Zaynyein, etc..
Haas..
JIAYOU !
♥

2008-11-12T23:22:00.000-08:00

Hey Bern,
Dont look down on me wor..
Who knows maybe you're not that good in that?
haas...
Went to check th Elvinology group.
wkao, they having gathering in Dec.
If clashes with all th trainings then jialat lor..
then i cant go..
wa..
then cnt see Elvin.
=.=
sad.
haas...
tmr getting streaming result le.
ohmy, i dont want..

countdown to STREAMING RESULTS: 1 more day!
♥

2008-11-12T01:50:00.000-08:00

Went to westmall just now with huijuan to play arcade.
Actually want go play bowling de.
But lane full, so went to arcade.
Played DDR, th lost world, basketball, percussion kids, bowling for kids.
DDR for many times.
Until very tired.
I played until i lost my LAOPO ring!
Sorry, LAOPOS.
I didnt mean it.
:(
But i thnk GOD is cheering me up.
He made me broke my own record for th basketball shooting,
from 171 to 238!
dont believe?
LOOK!

Haas..

There's still more...

after that went to check hp price with Huijuan.

Then went waiting for 300 bus.
saw WeishengKOR in th bus.

Lol..

He bad sia..

Going alight also nvr say bye to mei de.

Btw,

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN 大猪 !
Sorry eh,

nvr buy you present.

Ohk, it has been confirmed.

My sis got TOP for LEVEL.

whatever.

I hate her. >.<

Im freaking bored!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED!

No one respond ?

Fine, i will EMO then .

countdown to STREAMING RESULTS : 2 more days !
♥

2008-11-10T20:42:00.000-08:00

Ytd went to school ard 11.
actually Kevin wanna train me & huijuan de.
But cus raining ma.
So we went to find Boonkeat they all.
Kevin end up playing match with them.
& so huijuan&i went to play with Alvin they all.
After that, they went for lunch,
i sat thre waiting.
then went up to boonkeat's hse to pump my basketball.
then went back to school to meet up with th class.
th 2E3 BBQ party.
But not all th 2E3ians were there.
Only half of th class reached.
It was fun.
Played ABC with weiming.
I lost.
Forfeit?
Run around th bb court 5 times.
Second round, played with weixian.
Haas!
I won, of course.
& we have a hard time maintaining th fire.
Haas..
Mr DarrenTan , Mr CharlesLeong came to help.
but we still cant.
finally at th time of 6 plus,
We can start barbequeing! :D
Thre was alot of food.
We still have to takeaway.
then went home with Peiyong, Bernard, Joevenn.
Conclusion!
I thnk th guys had some experience in BBQing.
it was a memorable BBQ.
Everyone went berserk ytd.
Like what weixian have said.
"Last 2 days as a SECONDARY 2 students."
Haas..
& i guess CHINYEN loves to take photos.
As you can see,
almost all th pics has her face.
:D

ohmy, im so retard here.

Lucky i deleted a more paiseh pic.

Countdown to STREAMING RESULT: 3 MORE DAYS!

Wondering how will th guys look like in their long pants?

Ohmy, i cant imagine it.

Haas..

___________________________________________

Read this.

It's a touching story.

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.

He was always there for her.

She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.
He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind.

The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her.

She hadn't expected that.

The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a Gift
Today before you say an unkind word -Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today before you complain about life -Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you complain about your children -Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep -Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you driveThink of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job -Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another -Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -Put a smile on your face and thank GOD you're alive and still around.

♥

2008-11-07T19:55:00.000-08:00

Edited th photos taken during campcraft training .

Photos taken on Drama Night .

Band performance .

Photos taken on 3rd November , English trip.

Campcraft yesterday .

It was fun , tiring .
Thats all i can say .

Dont feel like posting .

Thats all .

2008-11-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

i think i must be crazy.
Th time now is 11.23 PM .
And im still awake, playing com.
No la, actually im waiting for my cousin.
She wants to present her presentation to me,
& so i agree.

Thursday & friday got campcraft .
& i seriously love campcraft .
Why ?
lots of fun & memories .
:D

tmr going rest at home .
so tht i can b hyper on thurs !
:D

i miss dear.
i miss him alot.
nowadays, his messages or even calls are freaking precious to me.
i've been thinking of him every minute.
longing for his calls & messages.
I want to hug him!

Lol ,
Okay la .
i going watch show le .
Bye ,

MsCrappycrab.

2008-11-01T22:50:00.000-07:00

ohk , SERENE ,
for goodness sake.
pls update th blog.
i know i havent update th blog for a very very long time.
not my fault .
i have training every alt days ,
courses , trips here & there .
dont even have time to go out play lor .
finally can go out on 31st oct .
went to westmall to watch HSM3 .
it was nice .
i cried during th movie ?
oops .
met zaynyein & weixian by coincidence .
so we went to watch th movie tgt with Rach & huijuan .
then went to th arcade to play .
my very first game ,
of cus is th basketball shooting machine .
th machine tht i went to only got 3 balls .
then we thnk , like chi kui .
then i just stand thre dont know for wad .
then thre's a guy sitting bside th machine .
i thnk he saw tht i only got 3 balls ,
so he went to pass a few balls from th other machine .
& weixian thre deesiao say ,
" wa , handsome guy take ball for you leh . "
what th hell .
damn weixian , dare to deesiao me .
ths time score not so ideal .
im not satisfied .
only 135 .
>.<
then went to play time crisis with Rach .
haas ..
im th last to die .
then DDR , tot got improvement .
but have to go for harder stage ,
& of cus , i almost die .
A day in th arcade is like a day in gym .
you can strengthen your hand , your leg .
& of cus slimming for me !
Haas ..
then we went to play th percussion kids .
1st game , me & wexian ; Rach & huijuan .
2nd game , me & Rach ; weixian & huijuan .
& we got A+ !
yea , we are great . right ?
Haas .. thats lame .
then we went to play th kids bowling .
i got a SPARE & i scream like hell .
woots !
im th only one who got it .
haas ..
then again DDR a few times .
then went window shopping , went to see clothes ..
then went home .
29th oct ,
went to POLICE HERITAGE CENTRE .
it was nice .
i get to know more about police stuffs .
my primary school's ambition - POLICE .
lol , it was lame .
had alot of fun thre .
then went home with joev .
Upcoming event ,
CLASS BBQ PARTY & ENGLISH TRIP &
BAND & CAMPCRAFT .
BBQ on 10 nov .
ENG TRIP tmr .
BAND on tues .
CAMPCRAFT on 6&7 nov .
I love campcraft !
have you ever heard of Barbeque-ing in school ?
We are going to do tht .
haas ,
no worry , zaynyein .
i'll take photos for you .
:D
wanted to go swimming ,
bowling ,
running
with huijuan .
but i also wanted to play basketball .
:P
guess weekends are th only time for me to rest & play .
Hish school musical 3 rocks !

2008-10-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

today went to CSC with sch to bowl.
have to learn everythng frm th start.
Sian there..
but smehow i got enthu in it..
first part were all trying&talking.
But second part was fun.
we can bowl freely.
& in total of one&one-quater match,
i only scored 80!
ohmy.
Im so lousy.

after school, wanna go watch 20th century boys de.
but th timing so late..
then cancel le..
went to buy laogong's present with huijuan..
stroll on th same level for dunnoe how many rounds..
finally bought 1.
but gonna DIY smethng inside.
:D
i hope he will like it.
currently there are 2 problems.
1. idk how to pass th present to him.
2. i thnk he is still angry with me.
:(

Laogong ar,
sorry eh.
i didnt mean to made you angry.
i was busy at that time.
Not i dont want to chat with you,
is just that im busy..
i wanted you to call me at a later time,
but you said you wanted to sleep.
& so i dont disturb you.
You had your Os' too.
& so again i dont want to disturb you.
but i think that you misunderstand le.
im really sorry for my actions.
Forgive me, can?
i've been missing you.
i got the feeling that you are leaving me.
is this real?
i dont want that to happen.
i want to be with you for the rest of my life.
We had already been together for almost half a year.
& i started to depend on you more.
Please dont leave me.
I still do love you, do you?

2008-10-19T04:03:00.000-07:00

Well,
interclass is coming.
& im taking part in th girls captain ball game.
Playing mid-field. XD
means defender&attacker.
hope i wont bring disgrace to our class.
XD
Goodluck to th boys playing bball interclass ba.
You guys must win wor.
:D

FYE results not bad.
managed to pass all subjects papers.
MIRACLE!
English - B3
Physics - A2
Chemistry - C6
Chinese - A1
Maths - C6
Biology - A2
Geography - A1
Literature - B3
Bad right?
like shit lor th results.
Only got 4As..
my parents are so disappointed in me.
Me too.
I did badly this time.
Just hope i can take th subjects tht ive chosen.
Already decided what subjects i want.
Now discussing with my parents le.
Should be no prob de ba.
may god bless me.
:D

hmm.. holidays coming.
& more training is coming too.
Ohmy, i will waste my holidays again.
Taiwan trip was cancelled.
cus my grandpa had sme health prob.
so cant go overseas..
>.<

Last friday just finished my PROMOTION TEST.
Gosh, it was a sudden one.
th lucky thng is tht th test was conducted by DonSIR.
So i still can relax abit.
my batch started first,
&we did a good job.
th funny thng was..
i gave tukar lungar.
only for once..
then they do continue doing..
DonSIR looked at me,
i looked at him,
& said , "not my prob, they self-service de."
lol..
then finally after th test,
we were so relieved.
th next thng to worry is,
CAN WE PROMOTE TO CORPORAL?
yupp, we keep asking this qns over&over again,
Then PT, we played Captain ball with th NCC girls.
i thnk th sec2s were being pangseh lor.
Syimah & i was there STONE-ED.
they keep passing to th sec1s..
Kengpeng was like playing basketball..
thunder..
blocked..
WTH...
thn i thunder a few times..
but they cant catch it.
>.<
siiann...
:(
but it was a good game..
we had a great bonding with NCC..
of cus..
My twin was there wad..
:D

this friday band performance.
& I WASNT PREPARED.
can i dont perform on tht day?
i still cant get th scores done.
I think im dead.
Mayb god bless me ba..
i dun want to disgrace th school..
so instructors..
STOP ME FROM PERFORMING!
can??
hehes..

Jiayou for th upcoming interclass games! :D

2008-10-11T22:06:00.001-07:00

I wanna change a new blogskin!
i wanna be PURE!
'cus im damn sick of being colorful!
& soon i'll be back to my emo side. ♥
hmm,
To me,
today is a special day..
not really specal,
but quite special.
This date means alot to me.
& brought me lots of memories.
I guess i'll never forget
th date
120707♥
It has been 1 year & 3 months le.
things has changed.
th memories that you've brought to me leaves a very deep impact in my heart.
it includes your every actions, feelings.
& you're th voice i hear inside my head for th past 2 years
when im not feeling happy.
& you made me sing.
♥

2008-10-09T22:39:00.000-07:00

EXAM'S COMING TO THE END !
Woots!
just 1 more to go.
& im free from EXAM!
Lol..
Literature was difficult.
Geography was okay.
Mathematics Paper 1 was difficult.
Mathematics Paper 2 was okay.
*although i had 1 qns left undo. XD
Biology was okay.
Physics was okay.
*except th kettle qns. XD
Till now left CHEMISTRY.
got to struggle real hard.
'cause i had to get all th ions right.
enough of exam ba.

today then i know that is th graduation day for th sec4s .
So sad.
wanna cry le.
Lol..
Just wanna tell all my seniors that
it is my honour to know them,
& thanks for all their gudiance,
regardless of whether in
Np,
Campcraft,
SL,
Band- Wayang
or academically.
They have all helped me alot.
Wanna wish them GOODLUCK
for their O lvl,
as well as for everything.
to all SENIORS,
forget me not,
i'll definitely miss you guys.
Haas..
:D
Remember to keep in contact wor.
:D

Stressful life is going to end.
But there's more to come.
Now that my seniors are leaving th school.
Life still goes on.
:D

SOOUYUEN, HUIJUAN, SERENE.
we are officially LAOPOS today !
091008♥

JIAYOU! ,
SERENE.
MSCrappyCRAB. <3

dont know how many days i've not talk to him.
i didnt get to see him, hear him.
Miss him very badly.
But as i say again,
life goes on.
but i couldnt.
I think i really cnt live without him.
He has been th one encouraging me whenever i felt im useless.
He is th only one that believes me more thn i believe myself.
& i bet he is th one that loves me more than anyone else,
including myself.
i really love him.
really really love him.
<3

2008-09-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

Wow, long time didnt post le.

Many things happen le ba..

I also forgot le.

Exam started le.

19th sept ; English paper.

26th sept ; MT paper.

all quite easy.

& i managed to complete all in time

& under a stress-free feeling.

'Cus by th time i finish,

The whole class hvn finish.

So, i can sleep ! :D

Well, nothing to say le..

Next subject,

6th oct ; MATHS P1& GEOG .

ohmy, geog i still can manage.

but MATHS..

Haiis..

God bless me ba.

Hopeless le..

Just hope that i can pass & get a b4.

then i'll cry like mad..

Lol..

Crap!

Ohya, the only thing i could remember is that i've been having headache for this whole week.

Stupid lor.

Ytd went to westmall , bought a new hp for my bro.

Its Sony Ericsson W760.

I want it too!

Its damn cool.

I was kind of addicted to a game called guitar rock on tour.

Its was cool!

But nvm, i still love my Nokia 6288 .

gna play audi le .

before i end, let me show you how cute the little baby my mum is babysitting now.

2008-09-13T21:28:00.000-07:00

ytd went to lot 1 ,
met up with Huijuan .
went to food court for lunch .
then went to buy our indiv MISS LITTLE TEES !
She bought a LITTLE MISS BAD , i thnk .
& i forgot what i bought le .
XD
Then went to arcade .
took neoprints ,
played th 3 player japanese game .
Followed by th SILENT HILL .
Huijuan is indeed better than me in SILENT HILL .
But not other !
XD .
You know , i always win her at basketball shooting .
Haas .
Then went to take 985 to bukit timah , where Rach's BBQ party is held .
Played DJ max awhile .
Ate awhile & went to play basketball with YONGCHEE , ALVIN , KEVIN, DEAR, HUIJUAN.
3 on 3 , i team up with Kev & Alvin .
Huijuan team up with Yongchee & Dear .
Lols , so bad sio ..
separate me & my dear .
Haas ..
Damn it , i hate th score .
20-4
I want cry le .
thts th lowest score i've ever played .
T.T
then th winning team versus Joev tht click .
Followed by against th outsiders .
Well , we finally lose .
Joev tht click suggest to go ngee ann thre to play basketball .
Guess they are nuts .
Went back to th BBQ place .
played fireworks .
i emo there .
Then went for a walk with dear .
come back took my stuffs , get ready & went home with Dad .
Evrything was fun , except th time when im emo-ing & my toe got blister !
So painful !

I miss you !
I need you !
You know what , you made me feel tht im th most lucky person in the world.
'cus you made me laugh , cry for several times .
& we still cherish each other alot .
& i would never want to say out tht word .
I cant bring myself to say it ,
unless you really disappoint me .
So all i want you to know is tht ,
im willing to spent th rest of my life with you .
unless you dont want .
promise me tht you will always love me .
& i'll swear my love for you .
Boy , iloveyou .

2008-09-11T03:56:00.000-07:00

Since school reopen , everything is so stressful for me .
Regardless of studies & relationship prob .
Cried about 2 times for th relationship prob .
Almost quarrel with parents cus of studies .
Haiis , so jialat .
Did flag raising on monday , wednesday , friday .
Monday did school flag , next few days doing national flag .
So scary .
I think my maths had improved .
I can solve more chim questions le .
Must work hard in all subjects .
:D
FYE coming , JIAYOU !
And 1 thing ,
I SWEAR I WONT POINT MIDDLE FINGER&SAY VULGARITIES AGAIN!
Let's be pure .
I dont wanna be so violent again .
Its too tiring for me .
emo-ing this few days .
cus of him ?
idk .
i felf like im a burden to him , like adding stress on him .
cus he sounded so stressful&unhappy when he sms-ed me .
I just want to help him , but thre's nothing i can do .
Im so useless .
Guess i'll never be able to help anyone ...

2008-09-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY ;
went to school for geog class early in th morning .
for all NPCC cadets only .
before tht , reached schol earlier .
went to canteen , versus huijuan DJ max .
yay ! And i won ! :D
After th class , went to change into home clothes .
tgt with Huijuan , Rachel , Elizabeth .
just nice when we going out th school ,
She came in th school , thru a cab .
I doubt she saw us .
Then we went straight to westmall to meet double K .
Went straight to th cinema , bought tickets first .
Fyi , we are watching Wall-e .
after tht , went to Koufu to have lunch .
saw Joev , Kengpeng , Leddin , Boon keat , Johby , etc ..
Joev was like looking at me and dear ..
irritating guy .
then we still have alot of time ,
cus th movie start at 2.30
so we went to th arcade .
thn Huijuan suddenly pulled me in ,
yeah , cus she told me she saw Weisheng kor .
I looked and i was like , " oh my god . "
I actually cant believed tht he played DDR .
I went forward with Rach .
Say hi to him .
And well , quite shock to see tht he wore braces .
Haas , get back to Huijuan .
got th card topped up .
FIRST GAME - th basketball shooting .
1 on 1 against Huijuan , Rachel , Elizabeth .
I scored th highest .
& I broke my previous high score !
from 144 to 171 !
So damn happy .
Guess thts th power given by someone .
Haas ..
its true , im stating a fact .
I always can shoot well when someone is somewhere near me .
:D
SECOND GAME - DDR .
played with Huijuan .
Th winner should be me de .
But cus i was tricked .
Therefore i change place with Huijuan & i helped her win .
=.=
Lame shit .
THIRD GAME - DDR .
Again .
This time , th final stage ,
both Huijuan & I played th difficult mode .
Haas . It was a ' NICE ' game .
FOURTH GAME - TIME CRISIS .
Damn game .
I kept dying .
Dont even want to mention .
=.=
FIFTH GAME - Daytona USA .
1 person play .
get 14th /20 i thnk .
Im getting lousy .
No , im not .
its th steering wheel's problem .
Haas ..
SIXTH GAME - th basketball shooting .
AGAIN .
i still win .
but th score is dropping .
SEVENTH , EIGHTTH , NINETH GAME - th basketball shooting .
AGAIN .
Hand getting more & more tired .
Cant stand it .
th TENTH GAME - DDR .
AGAIN .
This time improved .
We all can play well .
Haas ..
Then left th arcade ,
proceed to th cinema .
wait for th others to buy stuffs .
sit and wait for th staff thre to open th " gate " .
Blah Blah Blah .
Then went to buy protractor & a pen .
Changed back to SL shirt .
When going home saw HER .
Its damn unlucky .
Forget it .

THURSDAY ;
went for CD course at BB fire station .
Had th course with TWSS .
before lunch , everything was fun .
we tried bandaging .
& i admit tht i was not good in it .
Then went to th next room to see th CPR demo by BOONKEAT & KENGPENG .
You'll laugh until you fall .
Huijuan took a video .
Then we had lunch .
Huijuan & i ate 2 servings .
Oops .. Haas ..
Then lecture was boring .
But after trying th fire extinguisher & watching th video .
I was hyper again .
went back to school ,
played DJ max awhile & then went home .

It was a tiring but fun holiday .
Haas ..
Hope th next holiday can be better !
:D

to be continued ...

2008-09-01T00:37:00.000-07:00

Holiday start le!
But not for me..
'cus tuesday, wednesday & thursday still need to go back to school.
TUESDAY got maths class & band .
WEDNESDAY got Geog class .
THURSDAY got CD course .
& of cus, i will have time for him . :D
& my laopo de . :D
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY , SOOYUEN LAOPO !
Stay happy & last long with your laogong wor ! :D

Many things happened within this week.
& i knw tht im getting more and more unlucky .
Everything is beyond my control .
I dont know what to do .
Everyday there i spare about 5 minutes thinking that maybe i should leave this world .
So that i could bring less sufferings to everyone around me .
Thanks to those who have cheer me up .
I felt much more better now .
Haas ..

THURSDAY ,
went to school as per normal .
After that went home ,
get changed ,
went to westmall with Rach , Kev , Ed , Joev , Bern .
Went to th arcade first .
Played th shooting machine ,
Broke my own record ,
Scored 144 !
Shiok !
Then went to Swensens .
They had their lunch while I stared at th stupid air .
'Cus i've no money .
Then went to POPULAR to buy assessment book .
Then go home with Joev & Bern .
Saw MS Yanti when waiting for 300 bus with Bern .
Now i knw that she is a air stewardess .
Amazing . :D

FRIDAY ,
Got my report book .
Damn it .
Everything's dropping .
6 As become 4 As .
No time to feel sad .
went to change to SL uniform .
wore th heels ,
Oh my , i cant walk properly .
Rush to th gallery to gather .
Imagine we run with our heels .
Lucky i didnt sprain my ankle .
Haas .
Get ready, wait for our turn .
Evrything went smoothly until our turn to go up th stage .
My row has no CHAIRS !
We dont know what to do .
So we just pulled a chair and sit .
then everything settled .
Next thing ive to rush ,
My supergirl costume .
I looked so retard with tht .
No choice !
Went to surprise th teachers .
Hope they were surprised ,
if not it will be a waste of effort .
went around greeting th teachers .
Then brought them to th hall .
gosh , have to walk on the carpet into the hall .
Damn , its embarassing .
Then go serve our superman cake .
End of my job .
went up to th gallery & watched th performance .
After everything , 1 piece of pizza rewarded .
Thn went to coffeeshop with Huijuan .
Had our lunch ,
went home .
Th end .
its a tiring day .
Haas ...

SATURDAY ,
stayed at hme th whole day .
went to teck whye for dinner ,
saw huiyu ,
then soktheng & family ,
guess she didnt see me .
:D

SUNDAY ,
same normal thng ..
Do hmwk .
went for running in th evening ,
now muscle ache .
i hate it .
Then go for dinner .
went home ,
sms abit ,
go bath .
waited for th incredible tales .
quite freaking .
then chat on th phone .
Th end .

Seriously , i hate my report book .
i mean my results .
i really want to cry .
but no tears .
now have to catch up .
NEVER SAY DIE , UP MAN & TRY .
i already said tht im dead .
can i do it ?
i cant do it .
seriously i cant .
i knew my situation very well .
Haas ..

2008-08-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

Went for rehearsal today.
Slacking all th way.
Snapshots in between.

Rachel mei & me .

Huijuan Darling & my hand .

Darling making funny face.

Retarded ME!

Huijuan Darling & my hand AGAIN.

Group photo by WEIXIAN .

Darling & my hand AGAIN .

Darling & me .

Our hand again .

Group photo AGAIN .

Haas..
Im a Part-time Slacker.
XD

oops..
I forgot to wish my mama ytd.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MAMA!
Dont scold me anymore! XD

Gna be a SUPERGIRL on Friday.
XD .

2008-08-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

Its the 4th month.
4th month le.
4th month le! :D
Haas..
Yupp..
Today is my 4th month steading with Dear.
Weixian asked me a qns today,
How long will u last with ur Dear?
& I said, "Forever"
:D
iLove you, Dear

Well.
nothing to say today..
Hope tmr can be a better day for me..
just now got a cut on my toe..
then bleed lor..
cry&shout like mad..
like outside also can hear my voice liao lor..
haas.. :D

2008-08-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

Hoho..
Quick post ba..
Right wrist injured yesterday.
Today need to wear the guard.
But its useless.
Afternoon went to collect my passport.
i hate my photo.
So ugly.
XD.
I hate my hand..
so painful..
Blame it on weixian.
Ask me to cut the board until my old injury come back.
T.T
Sian sia..
Haas...

2008-08-19T06:09:00.000-07:00

Saturday
Went back to school to do TDE stuffs.
In-charge of the banner.
Nicely done now. :D
Thank you guys for helping the Deco team with all these.
But while Felix is spraying silver ink on th banner,
Th paint flew and stained on Felix and my phone.
Damn unlucky. =.=

But luckily, we got it clean off using thinner oil. :D
Finish all stuffs and went hme with Dear. <333

Monday

Stayed back to finish up the TDE stuffs.
In the end playing.

Opps..

Haas..

Then Jiahui causes Sooyuen skirt to be stained with my RED PAINT.

Haas..

Sooyuen taking away her laundry. XD

"Cant you see im trying to dry my shirt?" JK!

This Jiahui still can smile at me.

Jiahui helping Sooyuen to wash shirt. Shiok wor.

Relax, not puddle of blood. But my PAINT. T.T

Walao, Sooyuen you pro sia.

Wash leg also need 2 seniors help you.

Win liao lor.

Haas..

All the way i was laughing and taking snapshots.

Bleah. :D

They just cant stop me.

Then finish stuffs,

Go hme with Dear. <333

Tuesday

Which is today, stayed back again.

To watch the TDE audition.

Neha took part.

Not to say more about it.

was guarding the door.

Then ppl went pass and pulled my hair.

I disallow them to enter,

I got back not a SORRY, but a CB & FKer.

What th lor.

I cant control,

go tell teacher&cry out.

I was really scared at tht time.

But i think everything was solved.

Then, when back to SL room,

played.

& i learnt my lesson.

DO NOT PLAY INSIDE A DANGEROUS ROOM.

we did

and the dirty water from the container fall and splashed on my leg.

As unlucky as Sooyuen.

Haas..

Then went to cleared the room,

then came Dear. :D

Smiles appeared on my face.

spend time with Dear inside the room,

while others are outside.

Haas..

We did nth, btw.

Then went home with Dear, Rachel & Kev.

Then had our own time tgt,

waiting for bus.

Haas..

I cant stand the days without Dear,

'Cus ilovehim too much. XD

DEAR, you made me smiles and cry several times, & I've been angry and sad. but there's one thing that Im not going to change it. Which is the empty space for you on my heart.
Boy,
iHeartyou.
XOXO .

2008-08-11T01:13:00.000-07:00

Saturday after celebrating National Day with the school,
went to east coast.
go thre roller-blade.
Look damn clumsy thre,
but i managed to roller-bladed for quite a long distance.
then unlucky thngs happened.
It suddenly rain.
& the rain was very heavy.
I cant even see the ships on the sea.

Oops, im afraid tht you have to tilt your head to view it. XD
Then waited at the pavilion for half an hour.
i was listening to the TV MOBILE about the NDP.
parents decided to chiong to Mac.
They use the floor mat to sheltered my bro & sis
while i use just a plastic bag to cover my head.
& the most idiotic thng i've done was..
I was wearing a sunglasses at tht time.
what the hell.
I look so retarded thre. :D
then went to Mac, have my damn early dinner.
then when came out,
just nice one of the NDP parade's performance was going on,
the airplane or dont know wht ( I've forgotten ) drew a heart shape on the sky.
Well, you have to look longer at the picture thn you can see the heart shape.
It was not obvious due to the strong wind.
Sad.

Then went to play,
actually want to go the the S'pore Flyer thre to watch the fireworks de.
But we're too late.
We were caught on a traffic jam,
during tht period of time,
i heard the sound made by fireworks.
Aww.. sad-ed.
then almost fell asleep while on the way home.
Reached home,
bath-ed,
watch Olympics.
Then chat on the phone with Dear, if im not wrong.
Haas..
Dear, Imy sooo much.
Wish that you can be with me every second.
Iloveyou!!
Haas..

2008-08-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

08082008!
BEIJING OLYMPIC STARTED OFFICIALLY!

09082008!
SINGAPORE 43rd NATIONAL DAY!

Going celebrate NATIONAL DAY tmr with the school. :D
ALL YUSOFFIANS, Remember to wear your RED T-SHIRTS!
Chiong to lot 1 today to do the geog project with Joev, Rach & Bern,
under the accompany of Kev & Ed.
But Bern left halfway cus he got tuition.
Now the project is only 10% completed.
So i volunteer to bring home the project to complete it.
Lucky the dateline was postponed to FRIDAY. :D
Haas.
Watching BEIJING OLYMPIC now.
The opening was nice.
with so many drummers & dancers.
& they got alot of high technology stuffs.
Cool. :D
Then they have a BIG BIG BIG SCROLL,
i think reflecting about China, then got many people holding something that support the dancer dancing on the SCROLL.
So i think you can imagine how BIG that SCROLL is.
Wow.
It would be nice if i were there LIVE!
Haas..
Now they have the ZHENGHE thing.
ALL BIG PRODUCTION sia.
Yesterday keep on arguing with WEISHENG KORKOR.
He bully me sia.
say i short.
=.="'
Kor,
Is not i short hor, is you tall.
Bleah! :P
& what the hell about UP & DOWN got the link to CHP 6?
I still dont get it.
Perhaps you're too SMART in these kind of things, especially CHP 6.
Haas..

2008-08-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

I came to post is not because of the stupid conflict stuffs.
I have no time to give a damn on all these silly stuffs.
Presentation tmr, next tues.
Planning tmr, next week.
KNS.
why must we do so many things in this month?
National day? Cant be blame.
Teachers' day? Cant be blame too.
I dont even have the time to study.
Oops. XD
Btw,
I sure drop to 3N1 or 3T1 next year,
due to my STUPID academic results.
I broke my records few days ago,
what record?
LOWEST MATHS RESULT.
How much?
3/15
& i just win Joev by that wonderful 1 mark.
Thts why im mentally prepared to go to 3N1 or 3T1.
then i can stay another year in YI.
& i will go to ITE instead of NP.
Then i'll not go to Uni.
Wow, think fast, eh?
Blame it on my brain.
My STM is getting really serious.
Im afraid i will forget whats my name.
As i remembered that there's one time,
I forgot how to SPELL MY NAME.
WONDERFUL, YEAH?
Haha.
Celebrating National Day on 9th August,
Thats obvious.
I mean our school.
thts why friday no school.
But have to do project,
ppl go out for dating,
i go out for project.
Diao lor.
Singing & dancing on ND, Bukitbatok the hardcourt thre.
7.30 to 10.30.
Want see how do SL dance and sing?
then go down & watch ba.
FOC.
Make sure you sing along with us.
Haas..
D-o-n-e..
BYE :D

2008-08-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

Feel like suciding!
Damn stress this week.
had been working on projects and homeworks until 11 plus.
Finally finish the PROJECT MATAHARI.
NOW meddling with TDE thing.
NEVER ENDING WORKS.
Had a row with someone.
& i got insulted YESTERDAY.
SO what if you're in the top class?
does tht mean tht ur commands, voice, skills will be good?
Tht doesnt give u the right to insult me.
Dont think tht i will be defeated just like tht.
Lets have a fair comp then.
If u think tht you're really good, prove to the whole squad.
Why stand there acting cute, trying to get all the seniors and the teachers' attention?
If u think tht im wrong, PROVE IT TO ME THEN.
or else, admit defeat & GET LOST.
**** OFF.

2008-07-27T02:19:00.000-07:00

It has been days since the last time i've posted.
Friday, we had shooting at HTA.
i saw my ex-bro there.
Miracle seh.
well, i didnt do well.
i was trembling at tht time.
My ex-bro also didnt do well,
in fact, worse than me.
I only got 3 in 1 out.
Huijuan is the pro one.
not really, should be Priscilla then Huijuan.
I want to cry liao lor.
did so badly.
T.T
Saturday went back to school to do project MATAHARI.
saw the band playing in the foyer.
nice.
went off at 2 or 3 plus i thnk.
before going off, played congkak with rachel.
we tied.
:D
thn went for lunch.
And i went to East Coast to cycle.
I saw people fishing JELLYFISH.
And thn i go fly kite.
Then went BEAUTY WORLD there to eat dinner.
when almost finish,
The electricity got cut off.
then the people there was like shouting like hell.
Childish lor.
Cant they just shut their mouth and eat quietly?
then i recall tht if the whole singapore's electricity got cut off,
there will still be places tht enable us to cook, sleep.
which are all the beaches like East Coast & West Coast.
'Cause the wind there was like so strong.
Just like an air-con.
Thn, you can bbq thre.
then you can pitch a tent and sleep there.
Isnt it a good place to live?
haha.
Yesterday night chatted with him on the phone.
I suddenly got angry.
Dont know for what.
Angry then sad.
Uncontrollable emotions.
then suddenly felt no sense of security.
Maybe im thinking too much.
who knows?
Maybe Ms Crappy Crab knows.
Thats it then.

2008-07-22T04:46:00.000-07:00

MATHS IS KILLING ME!
& Im sure that im going to FLUNK my maths test.
at most i can only get 2/30.
Haha.
PRO , yea?
Well,
Guess im becoming a PIG soon.
I have been eating non-stop for 2 days?
On RHD,
I ate 2 cups of dumplings,
1 packet of KUIH BAHULU,
1 packet of dont know what stuff,
1 plate of tomato pasta
OHMYGOD , Its alot.
Today,
I ate 2 drumlets,
1 mushroom soup,
1 maggi mee.
Slightly better than yesterday.
Haha,
& i've been sleeping quite early these few days.
IM A PIG!
MUHAHAHA.
thats all ba.
Trying to memorise the lyrics
for all the national day songs.
what the hell.
Want me to perform on national day.
DIAO LOR.
Okay,
got to go .
Ms Crappy Crab says BYE
:D

2008-07-20T03:33:00.001-07:00

I hate my MEMORY CARD.
STUPID MEMORY CARD.
I only put a few songs in,
Thn,
" MEMORY CARD NOT FORMATTED"
"DELETE ALL DATA?"
I clicked YES.
TA-DA!
Everything is GONE!
Ohmygod.
All my PICTURES,
MUSICS,
VIDEOS,
THEMES.
ARGH!!
Damn it.
:(
iHateyou, MC.
T.T

2008-07-17T05:17:00.000-07:00

BAD MOOD TODAY!
Geography test, 4 marks GONE!
ohmygod, Something must be wrong with my eyes.
Chinese, Kengpeng got scolded by Mdm Goh.
TOO BAD!
PE, Shot more than 10 times in.
SO HAPPY!
Recess, when to eat with CY, Syimah, Rach, Judy, Joev.
TALK CRAPS!
English, lend Elson my rubiks.
End up kena confiscated by Mdm Wong.
Now it still with her.
I WANT MY RUBIKS BACK!
PAP, Everythng went smoothly,
get to bring the instrument home.
SHIOK!
No place to practice.
scared ppl complain.
LAME!
Just now reed spoilt by my SIBLINGS.
ARGH!
Kena scolded by my mum.
For NOTHING!
CRAPS & LOBSTERS!
Felt so irritated.
Took my earpiece,
plug it in the computer,
On the music to the max. volume.
Only ENGLISH POP SONGS.
Like living in my own world.
SHIOK!

REWIND BACK TO YESTERDAY.
Went for dry run practice shoot.
first 10 to try the shooting.
SHIOK & THRILLING!
Have to stay back until 6.30
WHO TOLD US TO MADE SO MUCH NOISE?
CRAPS , CRABS & CRAPS AGAIN!

IM D-O-N-E, DONE.
FEEL SO SHIOK RIGHT NOW.
MS CRAPPY CRAB LOVES HER HUBBY!

Yours sincerely,
Ms Crappy Crab.
Muhahahaha. :D

2008-07-12T23:07:00.000-07:00

my mood has changed from happy to sad.
this is because due to some other reason.
i think ive cried 3 times because of tht ba.
I really dont know if i should believe you.
I felt like a villian, trying to harm someone.
Everyone in the world trust her now,
she must be very happy.
But i just dont know why people dont trust me?
because i dont have evidence to support my words?
because im jealous of her?
What the ****.
its human nature lor.
If i know tht im in wrong,
i'll apologize.
but i dont think tht im in wrong.
Hey, whats wrong for being jealous?
does tht mean tht being jealous is equal to feeling sensitive?
**** off then.
A villian like me doesnt deserve your love & your trust.
If you really think tht im wrong,
ignored me,
leave me alone.
Let me find out myself.
& by the time,
i would have rotten.
let me say it damn BIG & CLEAR now.
IM A VILLIAN THAT ALWAYS HARM THOSE INNOCENTS.
LEAVE ME ALONE & I SHALL NOT BOTHER YOU ANYMORE.
you think tht you understand me,
but you dont.
you can never understand me.
Never ever.
**** off.

2008-07-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

Rachel took this photo.

This Masterpiece is done by Me, nice?

This is done by Huijuan DARLING. :D

DARLING & my LEGS.

DARLING & ME.

DARLINGS & ME AGAIN .

DARLING AND LAOPO .

OUR LEGS & FINGERS .

Finally, OUR NIKE BOTTLES!

Haha, its a tiring day on Tuesday.
We had to do Marshal duty at SINGAPORE SPORTS SCHOOL (SSS).
Claudia, Rachel , Darling & me were in the same group ,
which is in-charging of attendance & making sure tht they stay at the holding area.
It was tiring standing there.
Cant take it.
lol.
Took lots of photos when we are on our way back to school.
This whole week feel so tired.
perhaps i'll sleep earlier ba.
Lol.
Lazy to say le.
Need to pack up & watch tv ler.
LOL.
:D
Buh-Bye.
I don't know if i should love you.